l 0 v e*]] is about seeing his faults
knowing his shortcomings
and yet
you know you can't live
w i t h o u t h i m..
*three simple words
*i love you.
*i hope you feel the same way too.
-thanks for coming.
-please leave a tag to let me know you came.
-if y0u don't like what i write, scram.
+by the way, my tagboard is not for you to abuse!
+anything bad you wanna say, say it to my face. thanks.
you, and me.
since o8/10/o5
memoriesofyouandme=)
Saturday, October 29, 2005
9:40 AM *
v.a. is so screwed these days i'm tempted to just throw my papers away and walk out of it completely.
no dedication.
you know something? i think i'll just write stuff that doesn't suit their characters at all, like someone suggested. wahahaha. watch them try to act that out.
actually i already have random scenes laid out in my mind.. i know how they're going to develop, what's going to happen and who's going to say what.. so maybe i should just start on those scenes and link them together later?
...by experience, that isn't going to work. not for me, anyhow.
quite pleased with the scene i just did, yesterday or two days ago i think. quite good so far.
when will i get down to writing the next scene..
....oh wait. what's the next scene anyway?!
^_^;
the memories
so dear
Friday, October 28, 2005
5:56 AM *
now can i have some peace? thanks.
the memories
so dear
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
5:37 AM *
you know something? screw it.
screw tpjc. screw all of you. seriously.
the memories
so dear
Thursday, October 13, 2005
11:42 PM dots*
go on. go ahead for all i effing care.
i'm tired of repeating myself, tired of answering all these questions when the most important person decides not to respond, tired of sifting through waves of spam, tired of people acting cute, tired of it all.
spam all you want. i'm not stopping you. just please know when and where to spam, can. we have a spam thread for you to spam all you want la. why spam there also?!
it's so eff-ed up can.
i'm tired of slogging it out for that project. i'm tired of trying so hard to get things done while everyone else thinks it's one effing joke. i'm tired of doing my best wile you all just romp around having fun.
i'm tired of pretending to be happy.
can? can just leave me to cry or something? please?!
just.. just leave me alone. no, seriously. just stop talking to me. then maybe i'll be able to hear myself think. thanks.
the memories
so dear
Monday, October 10, 2005
2:03 AM birthday*
well..
i had the most memorable birthday ever.
you made it all the more special.. ^^
thanks to everyone for the birthday wishes. it really means a lot to me. ^^ thank you one and all.. haha.
hmm.. it's been a wonderful end to my sixteen-year-old life, and a wonderful beginning to my seventeen-year-old life. so many things waiting to happen, i'm so glad that i've got you.
you're God's birthday present to me.. the dearest present of all.. ^^ i really thank Him for letting me meet you.. haha. =) i guess some things cannot be explained.. but somehow, you just know it's right.. it feels right.. yeah.
thanks for everything.. ilu~ <3
the memories
so dear
Saturday, October 08, 2005
9:27 PM lol. ^^*
even though we didn't really do anything special today, thanks for making this day such a memorable one.. ^^
today, ivan, vera and aries came over to my place to 'play' with make-up and hair.. ivan and aries came from jason's hostel after spending the night there. haha. ivan has hopes of getting a diploma in make-up(or was it hairdressing? i forget XD). so vera was his test subject for the day.
i told my brother that ivan was looking for another test subject, just to freak him out. hahaha!
we had lunch at my place(my mum cooked~ whee), then ivan did vera's hair and we left for miwitch's place, where we talked and slacked some more, watched dome dir en gray mtvs. i swear dir en gray is nuts. seriously. haha.. their mtvs are seriously disturbing. not for the faint-hearted.
after slacking at miwitch's, aries walked home(her house just down the street), vera went to kovan to meet derrick, and ivan sent me home. haha.
today is a happy day. happy happy happy. hahaha~
yup. post-exam life rocks.
tomorrow meeting vera and ivan, maybe jason and the rest to go to the japanese fair down at the cc.. i heard it's only the size of a basketball court though, so maybe we'll go out after. ^^
yay~ XD
ignore me. i'm just crazily overjoyed today. haha.
the memories
so dear
Friday, October 07, 2005
9:52 AM the end*
PROMOS ARE FINALLY OVER~!!
oh my gosh. yesh. promos are finally over! and so is my jc1 life, as woanrong so kindly pointed out.
it has passed all too fast~! what i would give to go back to first three months, when everything was pure fun, when everything was so uncertain, when everything was just insane. what i wouldn't give..
sigh. oh well.
anyway, promos are over and we gonna party~!!! XD
the memories
so dear
Thursday, October 06, 2005
9:36 PM ladila*
been hopping to and from my blogger and lj, bleagh.
papers have been insane. math was okay, though. i think i may be able to get a b or a c for it. yay! haha..
hmm. in other news, i think i'm rather screwed. don't ask why.. just am.
i know my post very short. but a lot of stuff going on that i'd rather not talk about.
thinking of permanently moving to lj but blogger gives me the freedom to change my layout according to my whim, heh. oh well.
the memories
so dear
Tuesday, October 04, 2005
7:36 PM hmm*
gp paper was. well.
physics paper was. well.
chem paper was. well.
hahaha. i had time to sleep during all three papers.
more info here. yup. that's where i've been hiding.
*sounds of ohhhhhh~*
tomorrow's math. i dunno..
sigh.
almost said something on sgcafe today.. but edited it out. think no one saw it altho tan asked me what it was. haha.
oh well.
gonna study. taa
the memories
so dear
Sunday, October 02, 2005
3:49 PM sigh.*
ah ong was spreading a lot of love around in the tc thread last night.
plus, he was raving mad about the powerpuff girls movie, going "I AM SL ONG!" at any given opportunity. benny asked me to take care of him, but i don't think i did a good job because all of a sudden he started spreading love around. right. and he started getting all emo when i told him i loved him too. okay.
then ong went to slit his wrists and it all went downhill from there.
mmhmm. gonna study chem in a bit..
didn't sleep well last night. too many things going through my head.
this morning, found out my file transfer disconnected at 100MB left!! gah!! it was a 760+MB file, and it stalled at 100MB left.. gah.. so sad..
sorry ivan-kor, my computer screwed up again.. T^T
ack ack ack.
sometimes i wonder if it's worth it.
had a two-hour chat with kor earlier just now.. on my way home from church. haha.. today is 'entertain ivan-kor' day.. haha..
nakuru just told me some very bad news about our erementar gerad group for eoy 06.. apparently people pulled out.. not like we already have a lot of people, then two pull out some more.. it's gonna be tough man.. sigh.
i dunno. i think we should fuse with david's team but david doesn't want repeats. ack ack ack.
i'm gonna die soon.
no, seriously. i'm going to die soon.
the memories
so dear
Saturday, October 01, 2005
7:16 PM gah*
my blogger screen is so screwed, and i wonder why.
ho hum.
yes, i changed my blog template. been quite into yaoi these few days.. heheh.. ^_^; but it's nice! it's really nice, isn't it? xD
wahahaha.. yep i know the words are probably a little hard to read.. but too many colours.. until i find a nicer one ba.. haha
i really like this pic though.. it's cool. wahahahaha.
the others are at a vampires meeting. quinton said they've already migrated to the arcade how fun. i wish i was there.
hmm.. studied abit today.. gotta choing liaos.
have to try and open my locker on monday. stupid locker. oh well.
the memories
so dear
11:11 AM some stuff.*
who knew sl ong has a song-loving side. xD so here i am just sharing. hahahaha
Enter Sandman by Metallica album: Metallica (The Black Album) (1991), S&M (1999) Say your prayers little one Don't forget my son To include every one
I tucked you in Warm within Keep u free from sin Until the sand man he comes
Sleep with one eye open Grippin' your pillow tight
Exit light Enter night Take my hand Off to never neverland
Something’s wrong Shut the light Heavy thoughts nights And they aren't so white
dreams of war, dreams of lairs dreams of dragon's fire And of things that will bite
Sleep with one eye open Grippin' your pillow tight
Exit light Enter night Take my hand Off to never neverland
Now I lay me down to sleep (Now I lay me down to sleep) Pray the lord my soul to keep (Pray the lord my soul to keep) If I die before I wake (If I die before I wake) Pray the lord my soul to take (Pray the lord my soul to take)
Hush little baby, don't say a word And never mind that noise you heard It's just the beasts under your bed, In your closet, in your head
Exit light Enter night Grain of sand Exit light Enter night Take my hand Off to never neverland
POISON
ALICE COOPER
Your cruel device, your blood like ice, One look could kill my pain, your thrill.
I wan't to love you but I better not touch - don't touch, I want to hold you but my senses tell me to stop. I want to kiss you but I want it too much - too much, I want to taste you but your lips are venomous poison.
You're poison runnin' through my veins, you're poison, I don't want to break these chains.
Your mouth, so hot, your web, I'm caught, Your skin, so wet, black lace on sweat.
I hear you calling and it's needles and pins - and pins, I want to hurt you just to hear you screaming my name. Don't want to touch you but you're under my skin - deep in, I want to kiss you but your lips are venomous poison.
You're poison runnin' through my veins, you're poison, I don't want to break these chains - poison.
One look could kill my pain, you thrill.
I want to love you but I better not touch - don't touch,...
You're poison runnin' through my veins, you're poison, I don't want to break these chains - poison.
I want to love you but I better not touch - don't touch,...
I don't wanna break these chains - poison. Runnin' deep inside my veins, burning deep inside my veins - poison. I don't wanna break these chains - poison.
the memories
so dear
im waiting for the day.
nat` ;
09101988 ;
16 ;
tpjc band tuba ;
morphobia@hotmail.com ;
cosplayer ;
for you to tell me.
#1tuba
#2bball
#3soccer
#4band
#5piano
that you love me too.
#1new wallet
#2new phone[samsung sgh-e730/e720c]
#3good grades for promos
#4lose weight
#5him[found him]
escape from reality
dec 05 - eoy @ expo - rhode from dgray man - pending
dec 05 - photoshoot - rhode from dgray man
dec 05 - videoshoot - sara(vampires anonymous)
mar 06 - photoshoot - cocowet from erementer gerad
dec 06 - eoy @ ???? - cocowet from erementer gerad
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