these are my memories; precious memories.

Thursday, July 28, 2005
6:26 PM
week~*

okay. let's see..

past few days have been littered with eventful happenings, and i shall relate them as i remember them, yes? haha.

wednesday, had the most awful band practice ever.. i think it was worse that first three months.. dr lee actually went through the pieces only once then walked out on us.. as usual, the committee members went after him to try and placate him.. didn't work this time, apparently.. it's because no one watched dr lee when he was conducting, then he got upset with us.. concert is only 8 days away and we still can't play the pieces smoothly.. not even jap graf 4, which is supposed to be a fun piece.. i think only my section was prepared to play that piece la.. sigh sigh.

had committee meeting after band, regarding concert and stuff. went home around 8+, my mum thought i had been off playing soccer again. ._. so misunderstood. complained to ika part of the night, then worked on posters for the band concert.

this morning, came to school early for a short 'committee meeting'.. decided to use mine and kaixin's posters, because they're black and white and easy to photocopy.. band room table was so noisy this morning because of us! tried to study a bit of organic chem, trying to remember what terrence taught me inbetween parts during practice on wed. then went for lessons.. it was okay la. during chem, jian shun walked out on the chem teacher. i mean, just packed his bag and left. just because he didn't prepare some question to be presented on the board, he was like, "it's all my fault." and just left. i think the chem teacher's gonna tell ms yap. he didn't even show up for gp later. he was probably hiding himself in some corner crying. it's like, that's all he knows how to do la. i know it's mean, but seriously, he should get a life.

couldn't go for band today.. sad.

mag just called me and asked if it was okay that they changed the title on my poster. i wrote "tpjc concert band proudly presents". the teachers want it changed to "tpjc band and chinese orchestra present". hello! it's band concert? why must put co in the title also? i put them as guest players, they should be happy already okay. i didn't even want to put them down la. cecegbc. what the hell la.. if people know that the co is going to play, i don't think they want to attend our concert liao.. all the songs that they are playing, my brother is also playing in coral sec co.. what kind of standard man.. sheesh..

okay.. shall not be pissed by that.. since mag asked so nicely, i shall redo the posters(grr).

sigh.. feeling a little stressed. was kicking at the railings and stuff in school while me, ika and charis waited for yogi to finish his free milo from the library, which is open till 9pm these days. don't they have other things to do other than mug?? gee. they were a little concerned because i really wanted to break something or kill someone. gah.

oh, yes. tuesday, vanessa used my phone to sms him(because if i took it upon myself to sms him, the message would never get sent), but i didn't get a reply till late. and, as vanessa pointed out on wednesday morning when i showed it to her, it wasn't really the response i was expecting. it's true, i felt slightly(okay, more than slightly) disappointed. i don't know. i mean. yeah. okay. erm. asked him if he wanted to come for the band concert but he said that he already had something on that day, and why didn't i ask him earlier, then he would love to come. oh well. but after that, he stopped responding to my messages, and i can only wonder why. perhaps he's just busy. well.. i don't know. as in. i get really confused sometimes, and this is one of those times.

circled number 4 under 'things that have changed slightly' on my worksheet on the application question for the marriage passages. it's got a significance for me.

not many people accept that still, right?

it doesn't pay to be different, after all. in the end you'd still be forced into the same mould as everyone else.

anyway. i think i have ranted quite enough. shall rant some more on saturday if i can, and if you want to read. may be going to get yataka(sp? it's a japanese traditional summer outfit, with obi and everything) on saturday, and i need to find the lime green ties my section needs. anyone know where to get them? gee.

maybe i should call kwang han to ask where he bought the ties.

and cuiyin and edmund, while i'm at it.

oh, and chong hui has a blog. how suprising.

no, maz, chong hui was not flirting with me. thanks. ._.

the memories
so dear