l 0 v e*]] is about seeing his faults
knowing his shortcomings
and yet
you know you can't live
w i t h o u t h i m..
*three simple words
*i love you.
*i hope you feel the same way too.
-thanks for coming.
-please leave a tag to let me know you came.
-if y0u don't like what i write, scram.
+by the way, my tagboard is not for you to abuse!
+anything bad you wanna say, say it to my face. thanks.
you, and me.
since o8/10/o5
memoriesofyouandme=)
Sunday, July 31, 2005
3:08 PM today.*
well, let's see.
morning, went through the same routine.. woke up, wash up, breakfast, church, lunch, home. only today had additional noise(my dad shouting at my bro.. sighs)..
listening to second suite and czardas while talking to guanyu. i'm so bored.. wanted to go cut my hair today, and give the guys a shock on monday when they see me(lol!), but dear vera's sick today, so she can't take me out. oh darn. haha.
remember how i said i'd learnt how to tie my tie? well, i forgot how to already! =x haha.. well. guess i'll have to re-learn or something. at the moment, jessica's at compasspoint helping me scout for green ties. she says there should be ties in the colour i want over there. i'd go with her but she's with a friend. don't want to interrupt, you know? haha.
well.. another day of nothing-ness.. sigh.
i should be happy, right? but why?
nothing noteworthy has happened. nothing noteworthy will happen in the near future, i guess.
he's so busy he's not going for festival of praise. i can only hope he's taking good care of himself.. our conversations, if you can even call them that, have become very strained. i don't even know how to address him anymore. we have short message conversations(five messages or less).. and he sounds so distant all the time. so many possibilities.. so many 'could be that's.. they just keep running in my head, around and around, in circles.. getting me all confused. oh well..
life throws us a lot of crap.. guess we all have to deal with it the best we know how.. and i guess that that's just his way of dealing with it..
the memories
so dear
im waiting for the day.
nat` ;
09101988 ;
16 ;
tpjc band tuba ;
morphobia@hotmail.com ;
cosplayer ;
for you to tell me.
#1tuba
#2bball
#3soccer
#4band
#5piano
that you love me too.
#1new wallet
#2new phone[samsung sgh-e730/e720c]
#3good grades for promos
#4lose weight
#5him[found him]
escape from reality
dec 05 - eoy @ expo - rhode from dgray man - pending
dec 05 - photoshoot - rhode from dgray man
dec 05 - videoshoot - sara(vampires anonymous)
mar 06 - photoshoot - cocowet from erementer gerad
dec 06 - eoy @ ???? - cocowet from erementer gerad