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Thursday, June 02, 2005
12:30 PM tjc concert!*
yesterday was, well, you could say, great. but then, it wasn't so great either.
oh, what am i talking about.
had a meeting first thing in the morning. basically told the committee what we were going to do for tomorrow. okay, so grace did all the talking, but she was happy about it. the thing that got me really pissed was that julian seemed to think that we should know everything(even the stuff they don't tell us), so he said, "you guys want sectionals, that's okay. you all booked the classrooms already?"
okay. number one, we didn't know we have to book the classrooms. like wth. and secondly, no one told us how to book them. stupid question.
and then he kept shooting these stupid questions at grace. sure, some of them actually made sense, but he's talking about impossible stuff, like "what if 20 tubists came?" or "what if suddenly 50 people come at the same time?" i was fuming inside! how idiotic could he be, man! it was really all i could do to calm myself down, place my hands behind my head, look relaxed and say, "shut up, julian." twice. argh! really wanted to just.. hammer his head in or something.
i didn't want to talk to him the whole day, i even told mag i wouldn't speak to him.
but damn it's so hard to stay mad at him. ._.
at the last minute, daniel asked me, grace and azfar to do first shift at the foyer counter, for those sec4s who were appealing through the direct admission thingy. during our shift, there were only like, six people! and only one appealed through band, a clarinetist. well, hope there'll be more today/tomorrow? after a while, cloe, julian, yixin and eileen took over second shift.. went for sectionals.
we played second suite! so fun! it's really fast and there's a lot of running notes.. just what i like. haha. then we went for lunch, and after lunch had more sectionals..
was getting quite restless because i thought band was going to end at 5, and i was going for the tjc concert. but dr lee combined until 6+! me, mag, aidah, magdalene, and sazali made a mad dash to victoria.. i wanted to buy flowers but the shop at raffles place was closed, so i couldn't get any. we made it just in time though. lucky for me, because their first piece was russlan and ludmilla, and i wanted to hear that piece!
it wasn't as fast as i expected, but then again, there are so many running notes that if they went any faster the woodwinds would just die. haha! invictus was nice, and the chosen.
I LOVE THE STAGE BAND.
oh my god it was so cool. hahah. i like the way t.chow embarrassed himself, though. hehee. okay i shan't be evil but yes. and he was still wearing that red tie. it was really really great. hehee.
i saw edmund and cuicui! hehee. edmund is so cute now that he actually talks. ahaha. and he was wearing that blue tie. haha. i said hi to someone and he actually said hi back.. but before i could tell him how much i liked the performance he just swept past me as if he forgot i was there already.. okay fine.. so maybe he had other people to look for.. have to keep reminding myself he does have a life too..
saw fang, and all the other tkgs peeps! it was so cool.. like a little mini tkg reunion in vch. haha!
after that, went home with mag.. had a talk with her.. i'm so glad to have her. it kinda amazes me how much our friendship has deepened in the past few months.. =) i'm glad. really glad.
i smsed him, hoping he'd maybe reply.. but he didn't.
slept at 12+.. was reading a book.. tired right now. oh well.
i don't know whether i'm meeting azfar and grace later.. i don't think so.. got so much to do.. sian. still need to make those pencil-things. the band was rather cooperative, we managed to get 48 people to make the pencils.. that's great, i guess.
the numbers are sad. asked around, zero, zero, zero. why?
i hope everything's gonna be okay for tomorrow.
thanks lynn, for the encouragement.. means a lot to me. =)
and he's off to camp. can't contact him till monday.. can i? but he'd be busy.
the memories
so dear
im waiting for the day.
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#1tuba
#2bball
#3soccer
#4band
#5piano
that you love me too.
#1new wallet
#2new phone[samsung sgh-e730/e720c]
#3good grades for promos
#4lose weight
#5him[found him]
escape from reality
dec 05 - eoy @ expo - rhode from dgray man - pending
dec 05 - photoshoot - rhode from dgray man
dec 05 - videoshoot - sara(vampires anonymous)
mar 06 - photoshoot - cocowet from erementer gerad
dec 06 - eoy @ ???? - cocowet from erementer gerad