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Friday, June 03, 2005
6:47 PM there is no title.*
listening to second suite in f.. yogi gave the link to download it, so i did. now, if only i had a better sound system so that i can actually hear the soft parts. nah just kidding heh. and! i realised our band is in desperate need of an oboist. there was this oboe player here today for the 'direct school admission'(where you can go audition for a performing arts and if they accept you, just get under 20 points to be able to come to the jc which is so totally unfair because the batches before had to work our asses off just to make it to jc it's not right i tell you, it's not right) and he's quite okay, i guess, but who am i to talk. but i'm glad! we have an oboist(i hope)!
tune in.. last night, azfar told me that the time had changed.. from 9 - 12 to 2 - 5.. informed my sl's and then answered a lot of questions.. julian called to make sure i got the message.. okay fine he's not that bad. then i went to bed, but couldn't sleep. and when i did fall asleep, i had a nightmare about the tune in. this morning, even before band started, my hands were shaking.. i went into lt5 with kenneth and kwang liang to bang on the piano, trying to calm myself down. julian was getting on my nerves by telling me, 'only 13 people are going to show up. don't need to make the souveniers le'. basically because he didn't help with the souveniers anyway. bloody hell.
it was okay i guess. i went to paste the signs up with suv, but by lunchtime half of them had disappeared. like what the fish. suv says it might be **** but i'm not saying anything.. very upset about it though.. spent so much time making those signs only for them to be taken down by some idiot or other..
18 people came for tune in, better than julian said. there was this one tall, skinny tubist named samuel, he took my instrument because i had to stay outside and watch the stuff, usher the other sec 4s into the band room and take care of the admin things. yu ngai accompanied me. thanks.. but it was a rathe boring afternoon. mr lim and ms wong came and went a few times. went back into lt5.. had a very freaky encounter. =x mr lim came again, and he gave me this piece of cake in a box.. he said because i looked sad and bored. then dr lee came out of the room, and he was like, "don't be sad la.." then he said something about failure and success.. honestly i didn't really know what he said because my chinese isn't that great. i don't know. i feel.. disappointed i guess. i had hoped more people would come. *sigh* thanks to mag, amanda, sam, and kaixiang for caring.. i guess i was a little upset. but i'm okay, really. i was also very very tired.
got my armenian dances score from grace.. i'm conducting the whole piece, plus tuning the higher woodwinds(alto sax, flute, clarinet, piccolo) for the student conductor trial.. which reminds me i should scrutinize my score about now. but nevermind.
i sort of kidnapped kenneth's bass. it's so nice to hug because it's so tall, and i was feeling down and in need of something to hug anyway. i kept my back to kenneth as he tried(unsuccessfully) to claim his 'wife' back from me. haha.
some of the band members are going to watch monster-in-law with dr lee now. i wish i could go with them.. but well. next time, maybe.
i am damn tired. don't provoke me or i'll bite your head off I SWEAR.
the memories
so dear
im waiting for the day.
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escape from reality
dec 05 - eoy @ expo - rhode from dgray man - pending
dec 05 - photoshoot - rhode from dgray man
dec 05 - videoshoot - sara(vampires anonymous)
mar 06 - photoshoot - cocowet from erementer gerad
dec 06 - eoy @ ???? - cocowet from erementer gerad