l 0 v e*]] is about seeing his faults
knowing his shortcomings
and yet
you know you can't live
w i t h o u t h i m..
*three simple words
*i love you.
*i hope you feel the same way too.
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you, and me.
since o8/10/o5
memoriesofyouandme=)
Friday, June 10, 2005
12:59 PM first love*
this song's called "first love" by utada hikaru.. i first fell in love with it when we played it in band.. was that sec 2 or sec 3.. back then really had the 'feeling' for it.. haha.. it's absolutely beautiful. i tried getting it on my radioblog, but apparently i don't know enough html to get the link.. haha.. but you can go to radioblogclub and search under 'utada hikaru' for the song.. it's marvelous.
haha.. sad to say i can't translate japanese.. and many websites are giving different interpretations of the exact same lyrics so i'm not sure which one is the accurate one..
even though i can't say that this song applies to me.. haha.. because he's not the one for me anymore.. i don't think he ever was.. perhaps it was just a mistake to begin with. sometimes i feel sorry that i led him on.. but then again.. would you keep a guy who keeps clinging on to you, gets jealous when you even look at other guys, or talk to your guy friends.. or even just don't sms him goodnight.. it's ridiculous.. i gave him chances, but unfortunately he didn't treasure them.. he never did change. he never understood.
he probably never will. ._.
why am i boring you with my stupid life story.. haha.. anyway.. the lyrics for "first love" is below.. enjoy.
Sai gou no kisu wa tabako no fla vor ga shita niga kute setsunai kaori
Ashita no imagoro ni wa Anata wa doko ni iru n darou Dare wo omotteru n darou
You are always gonna be my love Itsuka dareka to mata koi ni ochitemo I'll remember to love You taught me how You are always gonna be the one Ima wa mada kanashii love song Atarashi uta utaeru made
Tachidomaru jikan ga Ugokidasou to shiteru Wasuretakunai koto bakari
Ashita no imagoro ni wa Watashi wa kitto naiteru Anata wo omotteru n darou
You will always be inside my heart Itsumo anata dake no basho ga aru kara I hope that I have a place in your heart too Now and forever you are still the one Ima wa mada kanashii love song Atarashii uta utaeru made
You are always gonna be my love Itsuka dareka to mata koi ni ochitemo I'll remember to love You taught me how You are always gonna be the one Mada kanashii love song Now and forever
it's been three days.. he hasn't contacted me.. let's face it.. he doesn't care as much as i thought he did.
well.. maybe next week, after the band interview thing, i'll be going to stay with my grandmother.. so if you guys want to contact me, call my handphone.. yup..
i'm in the mood to change my blogskin again.. so sue me.
the memories
so dear
im waiting for the day.
nat` ;
09101988 ;
16 ;
tpjc band tuba ;
morphobia@hotmail.com ;
cosplayer ;
for you to tell me.
#1tuba
#2bball
#3soccer
#4band
#5piano
that you love me too.
#1new wallet
#2new phone[samsung sgh-e730/e720c]
#3good grades for promos
#4lose weight
#5him[found him]
escape from reality
dec 05 - eoy @ expo - rhode from dgray man - pending
dec 05 - photoshoot - rhode from dgray man
dec 05 - videoshoot - sara(vampires anonymous)
mar 06 - photoshoot - cocowet from erementer gerad
dec 06 - eoy @ ???? - cocowet from erementer gerad