l 0 v e*]] is about seeing his faults
knowing his shortcomings
and yet
you know you can't live
w i t h o u t h i m..
*three simple words
*i love you.
*i hope you feel the same way too.
-thanks for coming.
-please leave a tag to let me know you came.
-if y0u don't like what i write, scram.
+by the way, my tagboard is not for you to abuse!
+anything bad you wanna say, say it to my face. thanks.
you, and me.
since o8/10/o5
memoriesofyouandme=)
Monday, June 20, 2005
11:38 AM dearest*
i like that song on ter's blog, haha. i can just leave his blog open and let the song keep playing. haha.. it's dearest by ayumi hamasaki. i've got the lyrics below, and the english translation, but i'm not sure how accurate it is. i'm going to try and see if i can get that song on radioblogclub.com. meanwhile..
hontou ni taisetsu na mono igai subete sutete shimaetara ii no ni ne genjitsu wa tada zankoku de
sonna toki itsu datte me o tojireba waratteru kimi ga iru
itsuka eien no nemuri ni tsuku hi made dou ka sono egao ga taema naku aru you ni
hito wa minna kanashii kara wasurete yuku ikimono dakedo
aisubeki mono no tame ai o kureru mono no tame dekiru koto
deatta ano koro wa subete ga bukiyou de toomawari shita yo ne kizutsuke atta yo ne
itsuka eien no nemuri ni tsuku hi made dou ka sono egao ga taema naku aru you ni
deatta ano koro wa subete ga bukiyou de toomawari shita yo ne tadoritsuitan da ne
the engish translation
It would be nice if we could put away and throw out everything except what really mattered, but reality is just cruel.
In such times, I see you laughing whenever I close my eyes.
Until the day I reach eternal sleep, that smiling face will have to stay with me without fail.
People are all sad, so they go and forget, but--
For that which I should love, For that which gives me love, I will do what I can.
Back then, when we met, it was all awkward. We went the long way, didn't we? We got hurt, didn't we?
Until the day I reach eternal sleep, that smiling face will have to stay with me without fail.
Back then, when we met, it was all awkward. We went the long way, didn't we? We got there in the end.
oh whee, it's on radioblogclub! haha.. whee. why are all beautiful songs in japanese? it's such a complicated language =x my grandad tried to explain it to me before, the way you used a word with reference to items, people, place, and time. a single word has so many variations depending on how it's used.. i was already confused by then! haha.
yup. reality is cruel. haha.. well, guess we all can't be living in a fantasy.
tomorrow going to watch a movie and have dim sum lunch with guanyu and a few random friends.. hey we should ask feline along, shouldn't we? hehee. i have to treat guanyu to lunch tomorrow.. hope she doesn't go and eat too much.. otherwise my wallet got hole le.. ._. so sad! haha.
bouncing to cyndi wang's honey. haha.. hmm now tong hua's playing. =) i like that song a lot too. it sounds so earnest. haha.
i like fairytales, even though they aren't real or anything. no suprise that i love fiction and fantasy.. haha. i really should start writing again.. i feel like that part of me is missing. i haven't written anything for the past six months! i'm probably rusty already.. darn. i really want to write, but i don't seem to have any inspiration anymore.. jc sucks the creativity out of you. darn.. haha.
i do remember buddy, though, and i do still miss her a lot. oh well.
this is foolish's interpretation of buddy.. she's all i imagined, and then some.
it's kinda big and long, yes..
i miss foolish. i miss the nwn gang..
the memories
so dear
im waiting for the day.
nat` ;
09101988 ;
16 ;
tpjc band tuba ;
morphobia@hotmail.com ;
cosplayer ;
for you to tell me.
#1tuba
#2bball
#3soccer
#4band
#5piano
that you love me too.
#1new wallet
#2new phone[samsung sgh-e730/e720c]
#3good grades for promos
#4lose weight
#5him[found him]
escape from reality
dec 05 - eoy @ expo - rhode from dgray man - pending
dec 05 - photoshoot - rhode from dgray man
dec 05 - videoshoot - sara(vampires anonymous)
mar 06 - photoshoot - cocowet from erementer gerad
dec 06 - eoy @ ???? - cocowet from erementer gerad