l 0 v e*]] is about seeing his faults
knowing his shortcomings
and yet
you know you can't live
w i t h o u t h i m..
*three simple words
*i love you.
*i hope you feel the same way too.
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you, and me.
since o8/10/o5
memoriesofyouandme=)
Monday, May 30, 2005
3:04 PM grr.*
shall not comment on gp. ._.
meeting. argh. grace came at 9.40. to our suprise azfar was there too, he came at 10. apparently daniel asked him to help us out with the tune-in, i appreciate it. we went into lt5, where daniel explained why azfar was here, then left us to, uh, do work. of course, we weren't serious.. and after than when we went into the meeting we weren't sure what we were supposed to do in the first place.. so we asked daniel.. and julian got pissed off with us, and scolded us. he said that we had wasted time from 9.40 to 11, and all that.. at that point i wanted to cry, but what he said was true.. we weren't serious about it at all.. just wasting time in lt5.. aldo i didn't want to quarrel with julian because i have a tendency to.. so i decided that we were going to do this.. and show julian.
after the meeting julian called us aside.. i know he was rather disappointed in us but he has every right.. that's the way he does things, he scolds as a sort of motivation to make people do their stuff.. so me, grace and azfar sat down outside the band room and did the planning, everything. a few of the committee members told us they didn't think it was fair about stuff, and that julian shouldn't have scolded us, but what he said was true, after all.. also because we only have a short time to prepare everything.. it's very rushed..
i think julian's a very big inspiration to me, just like kiong wee is, only in two very, very different ways. and thanks to aidah and suvenna and the rest for their support.. very touched, really..
i'm also quite frustrated with myself.
nevermind, we got everything done before we had lunch, in about two hours. we even discussed the stuff on the bus and everything.. ._. so i'm waiting for azfar to type out and send me the whole schedule and proposal, plus grace's list of nstruments which are not being used on friday, so we know how many instruments are available and how many the section has to rotate.. and stuff.. and then there's the souveniers.. but that's sort-of taken care of. and the publicity and stuff.
i'm starting to feel the pressure. i think some of the committee members felt it too because we refused to have lunch before we finished the whole project. if you can call it a project.
argh..
leave me to cry, leave me to die.. you never cared anyway..
the memories
so dear
im waiting for the day.
nat` ;
09101988 ;
16 ;
tpjc band tuba ;
morphobia@hotmail.com ;
cosplayer ;
for you to tell me.
#1tuba
#2bball
#3soccer
#4band
#5piano
that you love me too.
#1new wallet
#2new phone[samsung sgh-e730/e720c]
#3good grades for promos
#4lose weight
#5him[found him]
escape from reality
dec 05 - eoy @ expo - rhode from dgray man - pending
dec 05 - photoshoot - rhode from dgray man
dec 05 - videoshoot - sara(vampires anonymous)
mar 06 - photoshoot - cocowet from erementer gerad
dec 06 - eoy @ ???? - cocowet from erementer gerad