l 0 v e*]] is about seeing his faults
knowing his shortcomings
and yet
you know you can't live
w i t h o u t h i m..
*three simple words
*i love you.
*i hope you feel the same way too.
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you, and me.
since o8/10/o5
memoriesofyouandme=)
Sunday, April 17, 2005
1:40 PM things to think about*
"The spaces between your fingers were created so that another's could fill them in."
"A friend is someone who can see the truth and pain in you even when you are fooling everyone else."
"A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words."
"A true friend is someone who sees the pain in your eyes while everyone else believes the smile on your face"
I believe in angels, the kind that heaven sends. I'm surrounded by angels, and I call them my best friends.
"When it hurts to look back, and you're afraid to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there."
When we first talked to each other I knew we would always be friends. Our friendship has kept on growing And I'll be here for you to the end.
You listen when I have a problem And help dry the tears from my face. You take away my sorrow And put happiness in its place.
We can't forget the fun we've had Laughing 'til our faces turn blue. Talking of things only we find funny People think we're insane-If they only knew!
I guess this is my way of saying thanks For catching me when I fall. Thanks once again for being such a good friend And being here with me through it all.
ahhh.. i've been feeling so tired, i just feel like i'm drifting.. far away..
i walk my days in a daze. sleep like the dead only to find.. i'm still tired. this weariness.. this weight on my shoulders. when will it be lifted? the tears that build up in my eyes.. i refuse to shed. keeping it all inside instead. never reveal the pain that i feel. never confess my true feelings. am i ever going to find release?
and now, just, what, 20 days to syf.. i'm really starting to feel the strain and the pressure.. by right i shouldn't feel it.. i love the feeling of going on stage and performing to the best of my capabilities.. so what should make this time any different? because it's a competition? i don't remember going through this phase back in sec3. i don't remember feeling all this weight on me. i remember others going through this, but not me. why now?
it hurts to think. it hurts to even open my eyes. i'm tempted to sleep and never wake up.
getting constant headaches.. not a good sign. depression might be sinking in, but i don't know what for. even though julian hit the right spot when he said that we all get weary sometimes and need motivation.. i think i'm going to need a lot of it to pull me through this.. i know he's trying very hard too, and trying to keep everyone's spirits up, but sometimes he does get on my nerves. it's times like these..
omg. it's true. i can't cry anymore.
the memories
so dear
im waiting for the day.
nat` ;
09101988 ;
16 ;
tpjc band tuba ;
morphobia@hotmail.com ;
cosplayer ;
for you to tell me.
#1tuba
#2bball
#3soccer
#4band
#5piano
that you love me too.
#1new wallet
#2new phone[samsung sgh-e730/e720c]
#3good grades for promos
#4lose weight
#5him[found him]
escape from reality
dec 05 - eoy @ expo - rhode from dgray man - pending
dec 05 - photoshoot - rhode from dgray man
dec 05 - videoshoot - sara(vampires anonymous)
mar 06 - photoshoot - cocowet from erementer gerad
dec 06 - eoy @ ???? - cocowet from erementer gerad