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Saturday, March 19, 2005
11:06 AM bbq*
so much for 'everyone's coming!!' i'm really rather disappointed.
okay. recap.
yesterday, i didn't want to go for band in the morning. my classmates said they wanted to go to kbox, then after that chiah hui said they were only going to meet at 2, so it's assumed that kbox is off, right? i was so wrong. so since i couldn't get anyone to wile away the morning with me, i went to school for band. yeah how smart is that. it was okay. attendance was horrible, ter came only at 10 when band was supposed to start at 9. i was there cha0 early as usual.. what else is new.. tried to sleep while some jc2s worked on some drawing, probably for the june concert booklet. su jin swung open the door with a loud squeak to announce his arrival. i looked up and basically stared at him, commented he was noisy and he gave me the finger. at least, i think he did, i wasn't seeing to clearly at that point. julian came soon after and we didn't talk much. i didn't even have the heart or strength to tease him about anything at all. so i just sat there looking stoned while he cleaned his tuba. wonderful. it was only during sectionals that i got back my hyperness.. wonder what i would do if i wasn't hyper any more. oh no bad idea. must be hyper ahahah. kenneth was also late, his whole string section was waiting for him(fyi there is no 'string section'.. there is only kenneth), so julian gave him a call.. went something like this..
julian: kenneth, are you coming for band today? kenneth: huh, i thought band is tomorrow.. julian: band is today! kenneth: i thought today is thursday..
after which kenneth came and joined us for sectionals. ter came before kenneth, so yeah. mag didn't come at all. haix. went through gloriosa, my section is definitely improving, and i'm proud of us. =) sectionals was fun, although we were all tired and in desperate need of sleep. we managed to keep the happiness levels all up there *points* though, so that's good. after a while kiong wee, su jin and daniel came to camp in our classroom too, so it was pretty noisy thanks to daniel's piccolo. kiong wee and kenneth were imitating south park charactors.. the theme song. sighs. but it was very entertaining. haha.. apparently there's going to be some scolding session on monday because the attendance was terrible, daniel said he'd scold but i think julian doesn't believe he will, he says daniel doesn't even scold his girlfriend, it's his girlfriend that scolds him. oh well. guess monday will see a lot of sad people.. syf is coming! i must buck up on my gloriosa.. especially the first two bars.. su jin's method of remembering the parts is really.. uhm.. vulgar? haha.. but then again, that's su jin.
after that i rushed off to meet my classmates at parkway. i called huiying and she told me to meet rowena first, so i did, thinking huiying wasn't at parkway yet. rowena was with alvin, and it was then they informed me that the rest of the class(huiyin, louis, yun hong, genevia, manru, crystal, zhi long and yong teck) were at kbox. man how low is that.. no one told me, then maybe i wouldn't have to go for band, carry my uniform everywhere.. but nevermind, since i had already gone to school there was nothing i could do about it.. went to yoshinoya for munch with alvin and rowena, ran into the sea sports people there, where alvin promptly pang seh-ed me and ro for them oh well. soon the rest of them came from kbox. alvin and ro had a round of ice war where you put a piece of ice in a straw and then shoot it at someone. i think the band members would be good at this game, trains air speed xD ok lame. anyway. after that i ran into candice and liyana.. chatted with them a while and then wandered off with my class to play pool. my very first time playing eight-ball pool properly! wow the rest looked like so pro lorh.. haha especially louis, yun hong and yong teck.. zhi long, huiying and manru were good too. i lost to uhm zhi long i think. but! i beat yong teck! we were down to the black eight ball.. he put it into the pocket but the white ball went in too so technically i won that game. =) oh man that was so cool.. hahah. we played until about five, then went to the barbeque pit a full one and a half hours late. we were supposed to be there at four. ._. sorry! hahah.. by then the fire was going and ian was cooking. yes, ian. i had doubts about the food then. hahah.. mingsheng came running towards us from the water so we had to give him a wide berth as well.
had a little something to eat, then went to join mingsheng and chiah hui skipping stones. i still can't skip them, and i don't know what i'm doing wrong. chiah hui went down into to water, and then she and mingsheng dragged huiying under too. they went after rowena next, but what they didn't realise was that rowena had her phone in her pocket, and down she went. after that we had a hell of a time trying to revive rowena's phone, but looks like it's still mia(missing in action) for the moment. rowena's really great about it though, she isn't mad at anyone. *hugs* she's wonderful. i went and sat on the beach for close to half an hour because i had things to think about, and i wanted to sit at the beach for a long time already anyway.. tried calling marcus but he didn't answer.. after a while he called me back, we talked a little while and i asked him to call me later. he said okay, and i waited for his call. vanessa came looking for me, and without a word she just sat down next to me.. she's the absolute best.. she knows that i don't need words.. her presence alone next to me was a great comfort.. i love my darling vanessa.. =) after that went and had something to eat, then vanessa suggested we go blading.. somehow i knew it was a bad idea but i went anyway. vanessa bladed ahead while i went along slowly.. ian walked beside me because he didn't know how to blade and i felt bad about leaving him alone. so we went for quite a distance.. about half the distance of road run i think? or two-thirds.. then there was this uneveness in the road, i tripped over a sort-of hump and went crashing to the ground.. first thing ian did was try to help me stand.. the wound on my knee re-opened.. blood was just flowing from my knee all the way down to my ankle.. i wasn't worried about the blood at all, i was more worried about the blood getting onto mingsheng's skates, so i took them off first. then this woman offered me tissue, which i used to mop up the blood.. it was quite disgusting, the tissue was totally soaked in blood. i walked barefooted back to the pit with ian carrying the skates. he was quite worried about me walking barefoot because he said there were shards of glass and whatnot on the ground.. i know he was concerned and i appreciate that.. thanks ian. so we took our time, walked all the way back where i took a piece of ice and cleaned up my wound. it's much better already. ian says it looks disgusting and i have to agree, it does. yan leng and vanessa were concerned too.. thanks. =)
played the 'chubby rabbit' game with rowena.. what happens is you take a marshmellow, put it in your mouth and say 'chubby rabbit'. the aim is to see how many you can put in. rowena and i played for quite a while.. she managed twenty and i managed 24. kept trying not to laugh because after only four rowena looked like a chubby rabbit already. hahah.. vanessa went around telling people that whenever they put a marshmellow into their mouth they had to saay 'chubby rabbit'. aww she's just to cute =) after that, had something more to eat, then went to say goodbye after helping to clear up. hugged all the girls and alvin(because he's a 'sister'), mingsheng hi-fived me really hard, then hugged ian, claiming because ian was a 'sister' and i'm a 'brother'. well, hey, i don't mind =) it was really fun. then i left with ian.
found out that he can be really nice when he wants to. i promise i'm going to be nicer to him too. really i am. i'm going to poke him less and suan him less. i promise. haha.
got home around 10.45pm, took a quick shower. marcus called me around 11.20, just as i was about to sleep, so we chatted until about midnight. we were both really tired and falling asleep so marcus said he'd call me back around 1. guess he was really tired, because he never did call me back. for some reason i woke up around 2, then slept from 2 until 10 this morning.. starting to feel like a pig. i resolve that i will play more basketball and soccer. and actually run during pe. maybe.
i've been blogging for an hour already.. it's 12.03, and i need food. didn't really eat much last night. oh well.
tata.
the memories
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