these are my memories; precious memories.

Sunday, March 27, 2005
1:37 PM
hmms.*

my mum wants me to go on a diet. maybe i should. you know. just like try it out or something. maybe it'll work lah.
but i have no confidence, how?
i'm more worried that it'll affect my playing standard 'cause i'll have to watch what i eat and everything.. urgh. well.. at most before band eat a little more.. right? ._.

anyway. ooh last night's fear factor special! eeks imagine letting them pierce your arm with like ten different-sized needles. and eating cheese with maggots. ugh no thanks! i'd rather not have the money. it's so.. eeks. right. and now i can't express myself. sighs.

i must cut my fingernails.. even though they're long and nice, they're starting to chip, getting in the way of my typing and my piano teacher's coming around next week to start my lessons already.

oh what the hell. let's keep my fingernails long for just one more week. =) and i was just thinking of painting them or something. ohwells.

nothing much happened today.. i'm feeling very bored and want to flood someone's board or something.

i'm sorry i'm in a very sian mood today. maybe i'll make one of those quiz thingies to see how well you people actually know me. ahhahahahs.

yes, that's what i'll do.. i think.

tatas.

(oh, and check this out.. "guinea pig" ahhahahahs it's so cute~! take a look!)

the memories
so dear

Saturday, March 26, 2005
1:19 PM
beach!*

as mrs wee would say, 'it's pronounced as be-ech, not be-ch as in bitch.'

this morning i woke up around 5.30am, quickly changed, got my stuff ready and headed out of the house. why? i was going to watch the sunrise, then go biking with jiemin! i hadn't seen jiemin in ages, so of course i was excited to go see her.. i caught the bus(i ran for it kay.. that's my exercise no. 1 for today..), then went up to her place to wake her up and get the bikes.. after that we cycled to pasir ris beach, which isn't too far away(exercise no. 2). we cycled for about half an hour before stopping, then sitting on the beach watching the sunrise.. it was kinda cloudy so it was only around 7am did we manage to see the sun. but the night scenery was also very nice! i took some photos with my camera.. here they are..

at 6.23am.

at 6.38am.

see the sun peeking out from behind the clouds? at 7.12am.

higher now.. at 7.21am.

we wrote and drew lots of things in the sand..

like this..

and this.

after which we went cycling around the park again(exercise no. 3). went climbing the rope pyramid.. haven't done that in ages(exercise no. 4)! after that we cycled to white sands to have breakfast.

after breakfast, we went cycling again(exercise no. 5) because we were waiting for the shops in white sands to open. went back, bought some chocolates(mag will love them, yes i know she will) and then cycled back to jiemin's place(exercise no. 6). took her little brother to lunch at the nearby loyang point, then jiemin and chin kang(her brother) sent me to the bus stop.. only about 100m from the bus stop i realised that the bus was already there! so i had to run for it(exercise no. 7). thank goodness i managed to catch it.. haha.

and so i came home.

my butt hurts! and so do my knees.. pedal too much? hmm. you have no right to say i've been lazy today. ahhahahahs.

ooh and i saw a little darling cat near jiemin's.. wanted to take a photo of it but every time i squatted down it came up to me to rub against my knee! aww, it's so sweet. finally managed to coax it to sit down, then it started grooming itself. so unco-operative.. haha then i made different kind of squeaky sounds in order to get it to look at the camera.. and this is what i got.

isn't it just so cute? haha.. the way it's eyes just seem to have that little hint of animosity.. but really it's a very friendly cat.

haix, feeling very tired! shall go take my chocolate bar out of the fridge to munch!

my mum wants to put me on a diet. oh, help! =x

on second thoughts, perhaps i am looking forward to monday. another dai di session with alex, liane, vanessa and desmond, maybe? hahah.. let's not offend the british guy now..

fede!
woah~!

we're like, woah!
they're like, woah!(points at speranza)
they're like, eeeeee...(points at cario/valor)

sorry lah, it's all terrance's fault we've got this bias-ness against courage and love.. haha, our sole ally being hope.. faith will never die.. hahah.

oh i'm so not going to talk to terrance.. haix haix evil. i shall forgive and forget, we are all confused people and we know not what we do.

sigh.

the memories
so dear

Friday, March 25, 2005
4:24 PM
fairytales.*

just a quick one..

wo yuan bian cheng tong hua li
ni ai de na ge tian shi
zhang kai shuang shou bian cheng chi pang shou hu ni
ni yao xiang xing
xiang xin wo men hui xiang tong hua gu shi li
xing fu he kuai le shi jie ju

a quick translation of the hanyu pinyin, if you didn't get it,

i'm willing to become
the angel that you love in fairytales
open my arms, turn them into wings to protect you
you must believe
believe that we can be like in the fairytales
the ending is happiness and, er, contentment?

or something to that extent. isn't it just so sweet? haha sorry i don't know the english translation for 'xin fu'.. chinese got c5..

hahah and here's something to look at..

just a picture of me and my darling vanessa.. i love her to bits, she's wonderful.

don't get me wrong, i'm not lesbian. *chuckles*

i realise that my blog posts are getting longer.. haha. i have a lot to say, don't i?

had a very nice dream on wednesday night, followed by a super freaky dream on thursday night. i'm glad not all my dreams come to pass.. haha =) if the first one comes to pass, then hurrah! =D

well, till i next blog!

the memories
so dear

11:40 AM
haix*

i'm fairly upset because my photobucket acount has run out of space for me to upload my photos. i have so many more i want to put up, some of the chalet ones and the orientation 2 photos of wet games that i took.i now have over 300 photos but no where to upload them. oh well. if you noticed, i already have two accounts at photobucket.com, both of which are full.. 25kb each account! imagine how many photos i have! argh sigh. guess i'll have to find a way to get another account, photobucket only allows one account per email address. i guess some of the space was wasted due to me saving some random pictures on my 'eaglefeather' account.. but those are really nice pictures, too. so there. perhaps if i could get a paid account, i'm not sure how much memory space i'd get, but at $25 a year(or $9 for three months), i think that's pretty good. oh, it's 1mb memory space.. four times more space? i'm not sure. ahhahahs.

this week has been fun/crappy. let's start with monday.

hmm, on monday we were terribly slack.. alvin gave sweets to rowena and ian. only they didn't know that it was those kind that stains your tongue and teeth.. ro had a blue one i think but ian got a green one.. it was so gross! he went for chinese with the green staining his tongue, teeth and lips! haha.. our chinese teacher commented that he aspired to be a vampire. *shudders* ro was smart, she used water to wash the colour out. haha. hmm.. we had double period physics after.. mr sze didn't come, and we thought that mr liew(mrs liew's(from tkgs) husband) was going to relieve us. i stood at the door watching as mr liew just walked past our classroom and into the next! the class was stunned for a moment, then realised that we weren't going to have a relief teacher. out came the cards haha.. we had a nice, slack two periods. after physics was gp, we had this spelling bee thing. the girls tied with the boys.. or should i say, i tied with ian, we were standing at the board the whole time. =D after gp i went to the band room because it was open already. julian left just as i arrived. there were some people there already. wrote out my physics notes. i had to because i didn't know what the hell heat capacity and latent heat of fusion/vaporisation were about. took me about an hour to complete, then i went on to forces. come on, guys, i'm not a mugger, okay? haha. kian hong came, and we chatted for a bit. he put in a cd on the player and we blasted music in the band room. halfway through my forces notes, around 2.30, kiong wee walked in and demanded that we have lunch. since i hadn't eaten i went to lunch with julian, kiong wee and su jin. they won't let me forget the 'fighting fish' so soon.. grr. had a lame time, was laughing a lot. felt really hyper during band. mag got a new phone!! *jealous* haha.. after band, took the bus with terrence as usual, but dropped at white sands to meet my classmates for the chalet.. it was great fun! it was crazy, music blasting and people just going insane. helped mingsheng start the fire for the barbeque.. haha. soon i had to leave, with manru and keng hwee. yong teck walked me out to the bus stop where they were.

tuesday was the release of posting results.. first thing i did when i reached school was to check where i had been posted to via the noticeboard at the foyer.. joy, i had been posted to tpjc! =) ziwei and adeline were there too, so we went to buy the tpjc uniform together.. someone told me that for orientation two, we were supposed to wear the tpjc uniform, so i went ahead and bought a set. uh, didn't have pe. heard that alvin, crystal, k luon, genevia, step ho, and weiyao weren't posted to tpjc.. was quite upset to hear that. there were the others who went to poly as well.. alvin and k luon came to tpjc to appeal in. met up with them, then talked while waiting for alvin to submiot his appeal. after that, headed down to the chalet with jessie again. they were still playing cards.. some of them only slept a few hours. crazy buggers.. haha. played a little basketball, but the rim was too low. mingsheng came around with his friend selene. i think that's her name, anyway. introduced myself as mingsheng's brother.. hahah should have seen her face. after a while we went for dinner at downtown east. crystal left with a friend of hers, and yong teck joined us as we were finishing. apparently he had come just to sleep at the chalet.. lame siahh.. hahah. but we had great fun.

wednesday - orientation 2, day one. first order of the day - take attendance and hand out subject combination forms. did just that. attendance was okay, only a couple of absentees, but it was hard getting them to do what they were supposed to, like shutting up at times. haha well the ogls had a hard time shutting themselves up as well. had talks and stuff, and after the first talk the ogls were called out to gather at the council room. when we went hack to the hall, practically half of fede was missing!! o_O my og! 32 people became 20. other og's were worse. so basically we let them do wha they wanted. we tried to teach them cheers. we tried. ahhahas but they weren't listening. and they were so un-enthu-fied. haix. well, we tried. it was worse for mass dance.. we were supposed to teach them mass dance in the afternoon, but so many of them went missing that the ogls outnumbered the ogms.. my prediction came true, because during the ogl camp i said that there will be a point where the ogls will be more than ogms.. left when they were teaching mass dance to go for band. kian hong went to play pool =x dr lee was sick so we had sectionals. was feeling quite sian. my mood didn't pick up until we practiced 7th night of july, where there's this solo part that sounds like the song 'a thousand-legged worm'. it's actually f-bflat-c-f in quick succession, but if you don't play it right you tend to mispitch the high f and it becomes f-bflat-c-d. so i, being terribly bored, played the first two lines to that song, and soon julian and kwang liang caught on. haha.. we ended up playing it even when daniel walked into our classroom, a very amused look on his face. 'variations on the thousand-legged worm, for tuba trio' haha.. ended up playing all kinds of crap during sectionals, including final fantasy haha. after that, went home with terrence.

thursday. orientation 2, day 2. what a sucky day. first i forgot to bring my subject combination form. tried taking attendance only to have my red pen go missing. ._. and after submission of the subject combination forms, i tried to take attendance again.. only 19 people were present in my og. but hey okay at least i got the attendance done. went for introductory lectures. me, liane, vanessa, alex and desmond went to play cards, and alex entertained us with his spongbob squarepants crap. apparently it's influenced vanessa as well. and we thought that the gp lecture was one period.. well, we were wrong. shall not go into details, so freaking embarrassing. anyway. after we had lunch, we were supposed to teach the ogms the school song and school cheer. terrance was being a first-class idiot.. apparently the other ogls had given him contact lists, and when he asked me 'where is yours?' i didn't know he wanted the attendance list because all those he was holding were contact lists! so i said i didn't get the message that he wanted one(because really i didn't). apparently while i thought he wanted a contact list, he was asking me for my attendance list. how lame is that.. got really pissed off because he spent the entire time scolding me. me. why me? the other og19 ogls have some measure of responsibility too you know! haix. xi wei said that the school song is the only thing fede is actually enthu about.. haha well. it was mostly the ogls doing the singing. and it didn't help that vanessa and alex stood behind me singing the pineapple version of the school song. laughing all the time. well, basically because 'the pineapple junior college' has the same acronym as 'tampines junior college'. tpjc.

"proud are we to be
a part of the pineapple junior college
...
guided by this our motto 'aim and absorb' "

spongbob squarepants' fault. haix.

took attendance.. a pathetic four. see. i said right that ogls will outnumber ogms? haix. after that went to change for wet games.. again, no one from my og showed up.. only had about six or seven ogms in total.. the games were mostly played by the ogls.. but it was fun because at the end, after stealing water bombs from the council and me being loaded with ammo cause i wasn't playing, we bombed the council! all four families attacked the council, surrounding them and snatching their ammunition.. man you should have seen, the plastic bags flying all over the place.. the council was totally soaked! xD haha.. after helping clean up, we had debrief and i changed, because even though i only threw three bombs(one at terrance my family head and two at the council) i got wet when some gals behind me wre trying to bomb their friend. talk about soaked. went to the bus stop, where i saw desmond. parted when my bus came.

i'm exhausted already.. not looking forward to monday. thank god we have today off.

yup. i wanna play pool!!!!!

the memories
so dear

Sunday, March 20, 2005
7:30 PM
haha.*

oh my haha. look what i found on guanyu's blog, it's below. well, i did something like this before, i think it's on my old blog? well, i'm gonna do this now, but i'm going to try not to include the people whom i have written for before.. haha now that it's a new school and new year, there are many new people i can write for.. yay i'm glad! haha.. okay, here goes!

Write about the 10 most important people in your life. But:
a) you cannot mention their names.
b) you cannot tell anyone who asks you who they are.
c) enjoy! =D

person 1
feel honored can.. second time you made my list liaox!! haha you're very noisy and cheerful although there are the times when you get really mad at people and stuff and just, i dunno, blow up. hahah. it's been nice wandering around a certain campus with you. studying before school re-opens. haha you were there for me when i had problems with a certain someone, helped me talk to that person, consoled me. it meant a great deal to me, thanks. we have to go catch a movie one day, preferably lemony snicket's, haha, you know why. =) have to go to the arcade together more often too.. haha yes? hmm.. oh yes.. whatever problems you have, remember to just leave it to god.. nothing is impossible, as long as you believe in it.. yup good luck for your exams this year, remember the motivation i gave you.. haha food is good motivation eh? =) jiayou! and after it all, don't you dare forget me.. haha.

person 2
yes, you. bet you didn't expect this, eh? that's if you even know it's you i'm talking about. thanks for being so concerned, for always being there for me to suan, to hit at and shout at, for always joking around with me and taking it seriously when i pretend to be mad at you(haha!). you're capable of being very nice, it's just that you have to watch your words sometimes. and please start paying attention in class! i don't have every night free to explain maths to you! haha.. also thanks for bugging me every time i want to step into the lift, your timing is damn good can? haha.. my verbal sparring partner, don't think i'm going to let you off easy on monday because i said i'd be nice.. i can suan people in a nice manner also.. heh so yeah! start paying attention in class! oh and i like the way you jump when i poke you, i think that's cute. okay maybe it's not cute, it's just plain funny. and you always know how to make me smile.. thanks.

person 3
thank you for always playing rubbish with me during band. practices don't seem right when we are both sian! mag's always wondering how we can keep teasing each other, how we manage to keep each other's energy levels up so high. please don't be sian during practices, you're the reason i have so much hyperness! oh, when i get my scores for the tuba duet i have to play it with you because you're the only one who is willing to play rubbish with me during practices! thanks for being understanding when i say i'm not going for practices(which is once in a blue moon and you know it) and you're such a great basketball player lah. one man show eh? haha it's great when you're on my team. thank you for having lunches with me and always being so lame. you're a constant source of entertainment and i hope that it will never change!! oh, and call me one of your lame nicknames again and you'll find out the true meaning of 'na dao sha'.. take knife and kill. ahhahah.. take care! only a few more practices to go, we can make it to gwh!

person 4
yes, you! it is you!! i'm so envious of your wonderful life and relationship.. you may not believe it but i've read almost every post on your blog(sheesh i'm starting to sound like a stalker) and i think you're really really pretty lah. _____'s really lucky haha.. although i don't know you that well i know this: you're soft-spoken and you have a wonderful personality! no two ways about it, girl, you're magnificent. you know you're pretty and bimbotic sometimes. haha.. your blog entries are always so interesting and i like that song on your blog. =) well, just to let you know, life can be tough sometimes.. i know you're going through a rough patch at the moment, but lift your head high, there's always a rainbow somewhere, you have to look for it hard enough. whatever it is, i'm always here for you, yeah? take care of yourself, all problems can be solved!

person 5
oh man i love you so much. we've known each other for so short a time yet you understand me so well.. very few people are able to do that! of course i cherish this special friendship that we have.. no matter what, you must know that i'll always love you. you're so bubbly and cute, innocent sometimes.. haha you're just marvelous. even though at times you get angry over stuff(or i think you're angry) you get over it quite quickly, and that's good.. even though you're supposed to be my 'sister-in-law' i still love you to squishybits, and that will never change.. don't ever forget me, because i won't ever forget you. =) enjoy life in tpjc!

person 6
you're suprisingly open to me. i don't know, maybe it's just me. haha. ___'s jealous that you said goodbye to me and not her. you shouted my name from the bridge to the bus stop, feel quite embarrassed you know!! you're super-lame, i remember the first time you said anything directed at me was before band one day, after i played basketball with my classmates.. you said 'lan qiu zai na li, wo bang ni da.(where's the basketball, i help you hit)' that was so chao lame. i enjoy the lunches we spend together! right, brother? hahah.. one thing, please stop calling me 'fighting fish'.. haha.. maybe one day i'll come up with a nickname for you too, just you wait. =)

person 7
don't zi bei anymore. you're cute and you know it! you're the super-zi lian one in class, and you rock! it's cool the way you can withstand everyone's 'bullying' and not get mad when some of the jokes do go overboard. you're always trying to cheer me up, thanks a lot. remember that time in yoshinoya and i was feeling sad? you were the one who helped me get over my sadness just by doing silly stuff to cheer me up, like sticking your hand in my face to get my attention.. you're the greatest. haha always letting me take pictures of you. it's been wonderful knowing you.. hope you can stay in tp where everything rocks yeah? and even though we won't be in the same class anymore, please remember me, yeah? i'll miss you.

person 8
you lahh girl. haha you slack at band more than i do. coming late, not coming at all.. haha i remember the time you 'couldn't find your section' when there they were right above you, outside the labs.. hahah you always discuss with me first if you're not coming for band. we tried to arrange class stuffs before but it didn't work out, did it? well, never mind, we shall try again next time! =) anyway, i wish you all the luck with __ ____, it's no secret anymore! haha well take care, may you grow taller, then maybe talking to __ ____ won't be that difficult.. lolx. okay i shan't be evil! =)

person 9
well. look who it is. haha i miss you, you know? we have to totally keep in touch, class just doesn't seem right without you! there's no life anymore, we needed you there, but i understand you can't be with us anymore.. i pity that i never got to know you better, you're a wonderful person. you have a great personality, you're able to suan people with a straight face! =) you're hurt quite easily, but really, you have to keep your head up. nothing is able to get you down for (too) long. always the first one to agree to class outings.. you rock.. may we still be able to meet after this first three months.. it just wouldn't do for 05S29 to be seperated forever.. keep in touch kay? miss you.

person 10
argh i had a hard time choosing the last one but it's you. yes. hahah you're quite the magician, aren't you? you rock at card tricks and you rock at pool! haha i guess if you didn't give me the two-turns thing i wouldn't have beat you in pool on friday.. but still, a victory is a victory, and now i have something to boast about. and it absolutely rocks. you're really nice and can be really blur at times. you're terribly caring too and i like that about you. i know we're going to be taking different combinations from now on, but we can still see each othe during lectures. don't run away with all your friends like you did during the earlier part of term one, we missed you every time you did that. i'm glad we got to bond, it was really fun knowing you. yes, i know you hope to be more enthusiastic after second intake, and i hope you are too, you're terribly soft-spoken as well! haha well. take good care of yourself.. i'll miss you too.

finally.. i'm done.. well.. yeah. haven't got much else to say, so i guess i'll end here. bye~

the memories
so dear

Saturday, March 19, 2005
4:53 PM
photos*

i have finally overcome my laziness and have put up all my class photos!! ahhahah! am currently in the process of uploading some random class shots onto photobucket.com, so it'll take a while, but meanwhile, all my links to my photo albums are right there below my links. only right now, photobucket is feeling crappy and it's slow and refuses to load my stuff and everything. oh well. patience, nat, patience. everything will be uploaded in due time........ ._.

once i get them up i'll put some here for the envy of everyone. muahahah. i think i'm a pretty good photographer, my pictures make even ian look good haha. i have like over 200 pictures. wow. i like photography, it's fun. you get to immortalize emotions, moments that are special, crazy things that people do once in forever. like that time we sprayed hair mousse all over alvin's hair. ahh.. and we spiked louis' hair. =) what a pity my camera's not waterproof, i would have liked to catch the action while we stripped the guys during our sentosa outing.. that was so fun haha.

load, my pictures, load.

i wish i had my camera for band camp.
i wish i had my camera for yesterday's barbeque.

oh, forgot to say, yesterday was also the day that mr yeo treat the amath class of 4e9 to dinner.. sadly i couldn't go because of the bbq, but i heard they had a great time. hah. well. mr yeo says it's just me and him next time. oh i'm so scared. you don't want to know his exact words, trust me. haha..

for now, here are some of the pictures that are already up.. not sure that my text box is big enough for you to see them comfortably, but nevermind!

on the mrt train. the guys acting silly.

told you we spiked his hair. =)

alvin acting cool.

a classic 'what-are-they-doing?!' moment.

yup, guess that's all for now haha.. =) 05s29 rocks forever! =)

the memories
so dear

11:06 AM
bbq*

so much for 'everyone's coming!!' i'm really rather disappointed.

okay. recap.

yesterday, i didn't want to go for band in the morning. my classmates said they wanted to go to kbox, then after that chiah hui said they were only going to meet at 2, so it's assumed that kbox is off, right? i was so wrong. so since i couldn't get anyone to wile away the morning with me, i went to school for band. yeah how smart is that. it was okay. attendance was horrible, ter came only at 10 when band was supposed to start at 9. i was there cha0 early as usual.. what else is new.. tried to sleep while some jc2s worked on some drawing, probably for the june concert booklet. su jin swung open the door with a loud squeak to announce his arrival. i looked up and basically stared at him, commented he was noisy and he gave me the finger. at least, i think he did, i wasn't seeing to clearly at that point. julian came soon after and we didn't talk much. i didn't even have the heart or strength to tease him about anything at all. so i just sat there looking stoned while he cleaned his tuba. wonderful. it was only during sectionals that i got back my hyperness.. wonder what i would do if i wasn't hyper any more. oh no bad idea. must be hyper ahahah. kenneth was also late, his whole string section was waiting for him(fyi there is no 'string section'.. there is only kenneth), so julian gave him a call.. went something like this..

julian: kenneth, are you coming for band today?
kenneth: huh, i thought band is tomorrow..
julian: band is today!
kenneth: i thought today is thursday..

after which kenneth came and joined us for sectionals. ter came before kenneth, so yeah. mag didn't come at all. haix. went through gloriosa, my section is definitely improving, and i'm proud of us. =) sectionals was fun, although we were all tired and in desperate need of sleep. we managed to keep the happiness levels all up there *points* though, so that's good. after a while kiong wee, su jin and daniel came to camp in our classroom too, so it was pretty noisy thanks to daniel's piccolo. kiong wee and kenneth were imitating south park charactors.. the theme song. sighs. but it was very entertaining. haha.. apparently there's going to be some scolding session on monday because the attendance was terrible, daniel said he'd scold but i think julian doesn't believe he will, he says daniel doesn't even scold his girlfriend, it's his girlfriend that scolds him. oh well. guess monday will see a lot of sad people.. syf is coming! i must buck up on my gloriosa.. especially the first two bars.. su jin's method of remembering the parts is really.. uhm.. vulgar? haha.. but then again, that's su jin.

after that i rushed off to meet my classmates at parkway. i called huiying and she told me to meet rowena first, so i did, thinking huiying wasn't at parkway yet. rowena was with alvin, and it was then they informed me that the rest of the class(huiyin, louis, yun hong, genevia, manru, crystal, zhi long and yong teck) were at kbox. man how low is that.. no one told me, then maybe i wouldn't have to go for band, carry my uniform everywhere.. but nevermind, since i had already gone to school there was nothing i could do about it.. went to yoshinoya for munch with alvin and rowena, ran into the sea sports people there, where alvin promptly pang seh-ed me and ro for them oh well. soon the rest of them came from kbox. alvin and ro had a round of ice war where you put a piece of ice in a straw and then shoot it at someone. i think the band members would be good at this game, trains air speed xD ok lame. anyway. after that i ran into candice and liyana.. chatted with them a while and then wandered off with my class to play pool. my very first time playing eight-ball pool properly! wow the rest looked like so pro lorh.. haha especially louis, yun hong and yong teck.. zhi long, huiying and manru were good too. i lost to uhm zhi long i think. but! i beat yong teck! we were down to the black eight ball.. he put it into the pocket but the white ball went in too so technically i won that game. =) oh man that was so cool.. hahah. we played until about five, then went to the barbeque pit a full one and a half hours late. we were supposed to be there at four. ._. sorry! hahah.. by then the fire was going and ian was cooking. yes, ian. i had doubts about the food then. hahah.. mingsheng came running towards us from the water so we had to give him a wide berth as well.

had a little something to eat, then went to join mingsheng and chiah hui skipping stones. i still can't skip them, and i don't know what i'm doing wrong. chiah hui went down into to water, and then she and mingsheng dragged huiying under too. they went after rowena next, but what they didn't realise was that rowena had her phone in her pocket, and down she went. after that we had a hell of a time trying to revive rowena's phone, but looks like it's still mia(missing in action) for the moment. rowena's really great about it though, she isn't mad at anyone. *hugs* she's wonderful. i went and sat on the beach for close to half an hour because i had things to think about, and i wanted to sit at the beach for a long time already anyway.. tried calling marcus but he didn't answer.. after a while he called me back, we talked a little while and i asked him to call me later. he said okay, and i waited for his call. vanessa came looking for me, and without a word she just sat down next to me.. she's the absolute best.. she knows that i don't need words.. her presence alone next to me was a great comfort.. i love my darling vanessa.. =) after that went and had something to eat, then vanessa suggested we go blading.. somehow i knew it was a bad idea but i went anyway. vanessa bladed ahead while i went along slowly.. ian walked beside me because he didn't know how to blade and i felt bad about leaving him alone. so we went for quite a distance.. about half the distance of road run i think? or two-thirds.. then there was this uneveness in the road, i tripped over a sort-of hump and went crashing to the ground.. first thing ian did was try to help me stand.. the wound on my knee re-opened.. blood was just flowing from my knee all the way down to my ankle.. i wasn't worried about the blood at all, i was more worried about the blood getting onto mingsheng's skates, so i took them off first. then this woman offered me tissue, which i used to mop up the blood.. it was quite disgusting, the tissue was totally soaked in blood. i walked barefooted back to the pit with ian carrying the skates. he was quite worried about me walking barefoot because he said there were shards of glass and whatnot on the ground.. i know he was concerned and i appreciate that.. thanks ian. so we took our time, walked all the way back where i took a piece of ice and cleaned up my wound. it's much better already. ian says it looks disgusting and i have to agree, it does. yan leng and vanessa were concerned too.. thanks. =)

played the 'chubby rabbit' game with rowena.. what happens is you take a marshmellow, put it in your mouth and say 'chubby rabbit'. the aim is to see how many you can put in. rowena and i played for quite a while.. she managed twenty and i managed 24. kept trying not to laugh because after only four rowena looked like a chubby rabbit already. hahah.. vanessa went around telling people that whenever they put a marshmellow into their mouth they had to saay 'chubby rabbit'. aww she's just to cute =) after that, had something more to eat, then went to say goodbye after helping to clear up. hugged all the girls and alvin(because he's a 'sister'), mingsheng hi-fived me really hard, then hugged ian, claiming because ian was a 'sister' and i'm a 'brother'. well, hey, i don't mind =) it was really fun. then i left with ian.

found out that he can be really nice when he wants to. i promise i'm going to be nicer to him too. really i am. i'm going to poke him less and suan him less. i promise. haha.

got home around 10.45pm, took a quick shower. marcus called me around 11.20, just as i was about to sleep, so we chatted until about midnight. we were both really tired and falling asleep so marcus said he'd call me back around 1. guess he was really tired, because he never did call me back. for some reason i woke up around 2, then slept from 2 until 10 this morning.. starting to feel like a pig. i resolve that i will play more basketball and soccer. and actually run during pe. maybe.

i've been blogging for an hour already.. it's 12.03, and i need food. didn't really eat much last night. oh well.

tata.

the memories
so dear

Thursday, March 17, 2005
11:30 AM
*yawns**

see, this is what happens when ian doesn't pay attention in class. he calls me and asks how to do the questions on method of difference. ahhahah. well, what can i say..

may be going for pool with the class later.. they still haven't decided whether going out or not, maybe still want to watch movie later too.

i wish i had my camera with me on band camp day 2.. it was so fun! guys were kicking the soccer ball over the fence every once in a while, had to climb over to get it. hahah.. oh fun fun fun!

by the way, i'm sorry for last night's blogging style. i was too tired to even phrase my words properly, or take grammer into consideration. three hours of sleep tends to do that to you. oh well.

tomorrow's 05s29 barbeque! can't wait. =)

i'm so hyperfied about everything!

but first, i need more sleep.. at least i was in better condition than those who didn't sleep/hardly slept at all during the band camp.. haha although i wish i could have played basketball with them at 3am =)

the memories
so dear

Wednesday, March 16, 2005
6:25 PM
band camp*

oh my god i am so tired.

monday was band camp day one! and orientation group leaders' camp too. reached school real early monday morning, ran into su jin on my way to the band room, eileen came soon after. talked a lot of crap, more people came, and apparently our presidents aren't setting good examples by being almost late themselves. haix. breathing gym is so hilarious.. haha thanks to julian(who told me and mag to come all the way to the back of the lt) mag and i had quite a nice time slacking. after that, went for ogl camp, my family's called fede, which means 'faith'. it's fun, all the s29 people are in fede! alvin's our assigned intern, family head's terrence(not the band terrence). learned the mass dance, which i couldn't really do because of my knee. but it's okay. i was really really hungry, blame it on not having something to eat before i left for college. was so envious when i saw all the band people breaking for lunch while i still had to learn that mass dance.. well, never mind, kian hong and his friend were putting up some pretty nice entertainment at the back, haha.. had lunch with vanessa, ro and liane, trying to think of cheers for fede.. one went something like this..

'fede, what's your favourite food?'
'fede-o-fish!'(fillet-o-fish, we were at macs when we thought of this).

okay lame i know. but seriously.. perhaps we should recycle some vega cheers haha. after lunch had the wet games.. again thanks to my knee i didn't have to take part.. instead i just stood around snapping pictures with my fx-7. there was one game where terrence said, 'go stand over there whether you're playing or not because you all have to play.' i glared at him and he backed off. hahah.. well, nice to know that i at least have some influence on people x) after that he complained that i didn't take any pictures of him.. so i did. just for the heck of it. =)

after wet games and debrief yan leng, kian hong and i went to join the band for dinner.. dr lee was like, 'finally you come!' when i went to put my bag in the band room. went to the macs at 201 there.. it was a lot of fun, mag found out a lot about our seniors, after i told her everything(or almost everything.. haha). the school gates were locked when we went back and had to wait for someone to open the gates for us.. after that, on the way back, i said that i was looking forward to being in the band room since i had spent three hours in the sun.. then from behind someone said, 'really?' turned around, it was dr lee.. got a shock of my life.. i would have fallen down the stairs again if i hadn't clung on to the railing for dear life.. i told myself next time i'm not going to walk in front of dr lee again.. hahah.. combine was pretty good, i was very hyper. dr lee scolded us for playing too loud, said we ate too much for dinner. conclusion: before competition, feed the tuba section!! got home rather late.

tuesday, band camp day two! started later than monday because of the number of people coming late(and almost coming late). seniors had physics lecture, and yan leng came really late lah can.. around lunch time haha. me, simin and mag went to kfc for lunch.. kiong wee said he might join us but in the end he didn't.. julian had math tutorial. combine was good, i think we're improving, really i do. for dinner we went to loyang point at aidah's suggestion.. dr lee came with us. found out he's not such a scary person after all, in fact, he's rather fun, if you know how to joke with him. =) because i was the one who told them what bus to take he asked me where i stayed.. which was one bus stop away from loyang point.. so he asked me why i didn't go to loyang sec.. then i said, 'too smart liaox', to which he turned to julian and said, 'your junior arh, heard that?' hahah.. when we sat down to dinner dr lee treated us to some food.. not sure what it's called but it's like an assortment of things like fishcakes and century egg and stuff like that.. dr lee told us must eat everything.. so we were trying to force julian to eat the last piece.. he suggested me play the number game, the person who guess the number must eat.. so the bassoonist(i forgot her name) set the number.. then julian said, 'okay i guess first.. 50.' then everyone stare at him.. because the 'secret number' was 50, so in the end he still have to eat it.. haha then daniel turned to us and said, 'dr lee say later tuba section don't play so loudly..' hahah so as julian ate the last piece kwang liang said, 'flat 20.. in tune.. sharp 10..' julian almost choked.. it's just some lame joke, so we decided to leave julian to finish the food in peace, but dr lee decided otherwise.. he went to hit julian on the back and julian really choked.. of course this sent us into delirious fits of laughter.. x)

and of course we were late getting back for band, but what does it matter, dr lee was with us =)

i was quite hyper as usual.. band ended around 8, went down to the basketball court in school at 8.30 to play basketball.. until around nine, then i switched to playing soccer.. i haven't played soccer for so long, but it was really fun.. as usual i was the only girl playing soccer, but who cares.. it was fun.. then around 9.30, went to play basketball again.. was totally soaked in sweat, but i guess it's good, must jian fei you know.. haha.. reached home like 10++. promised to buy breakfast for my section and the clarinettists. and samantha messaged me at 3 am, telling me they were still playing basketball.. haha apparently someone called the police to complain and they were chased off the court.. heard they played truth or dare too last night, some of the dares were quite interesting eh? haha..

this morning i failed to wake up when my alarm rang, i didn't hear it at all.. mum woke me up at 7, thanks mum.. rushed out of the house because i promised to bring breakfast, and i told them i'd be there before eight.. so took a bus down to college then walked to t-mart where i bought everything i needed to buy.. walked back to college, called to wake samantha, grace, hwaee, michelle and mag.. went up the stairs.. daniel, chuen yang and quite a number of other people were awake already.. mr lim saw me and asked if i stayed overnight, replied that i didn't, then he asked why i came so early.. raised the plastic bags in my hands and said i brought breakfast.. everyone's eyes were so round.. envious i guess haha.. waited for sam and the rest to wash up, then had breakfast.. chuen yang didn't ask me to buy anything, so he just watched us eat.. then after that he said, 'nathasha i'm hungry', so i said, 'so?' then he said, 'do what you do........ go buy breakfast for me can..?' diaox.. hahah..

cleaned up the band room after.. quite clean now!! =) neat and tidy.. our cupboard also tidy le.

went back to tkgs to collect my award money.. i'm richer le.. yay! went to see the band as well, of course, what is seeing the band without getting suan-ed by ms sia right.. hahah.. now she calls me her 'enemy'.. we all know she doesn't mean that. =) mr minowa, mr miwa and mr miro came to give the band tips on how to improbe the playing for their praise jerusalem.. almost fell asleep. owe it all to the fact that i slept only 3 hours the night before.. or at least, that's what grace said.

overall, a very fun day.

pictures of ogl camp coming soon!!

meanwhile, here's the link to the 05s29 sentosa outing pictures.. don't know if they can be seen.. not all of them have been renamed yet, but i'll get down to it.

o5s29 sentosa outing!

=) rocks.
i love 05s29.
i love the tpjc band.

the memories
so dear

Sunday, March 13, 2005
7:25 PM
random*

"all the world's a stage, and the men and women merely players. they have their exits and their entrances, and one man in his life plays many parts.." - as you like it, william shakespeare.

"we are all a part of a neverending story." - the child-like empress to bastian, the neverending story.

if words could express how much i would miss s29, i would write them all here.

recently everyone's been writing about how much they'd miss people when the jae posting results come out, how the o levels suck and how the system is pretty much screwed.

i agree that the system is screwed. which is why i'm actually kinda glad for my jumiors that they're only gonna have o levels and no pae to contend with. it's sick. prelim results put us together, o level results tear us apart. of course, it is our choice whether or not we stay, but that isn't the point. it is the fact that by putting us together, we've forged bonds that make us, well, identify with each other. take s29. first day we met each other, we already started to like each other. on day one, we already sabotaged ian into being class rep. we went for lessons together. went for lectures together. had recess together. we damn well did everything together. we teased, laughed, joked, shared good memories.

and now the f*cking system is going to tear us apart.

s29 will be no more.

step ho's trying for tj.
alvin's dropping fmaths.
vanessa may drop fmaths as well.
every other person wants to take up chem as well as physics and double maths.
three people are sticking to the same combination that we are taking now.
zanjun, mingsheng, manru and huizhen are going to poly.

everyone's going their own way. s29 will be dispersed.

it hurts to see everyone go. we've had loads of fun during the two months that we were together, and i wish we could spend the rest of the two years we(or most of us) will be spending in tpjc together as well. it's my own wishful thinking, i know. because it would not be possible for us to all stay together.

if only wishes could come true.. haix.

i really should stop moaning, don't you think?

i must get the 05s29 pictures up asap..

the memories
so dear

5:08 PM
sighs*

typical conversation.

"blah blah......"
"hey listen, i'll call you back later, say, fifteen minutes."
"okay, talk to ya later."

-waits-

-looks at clock, it's been close to half an hour. decides to wait some more.-

-an hour later, goes to sleep.-

-fifteen minutes after falling asleep, phone rings. answers, sleepy-

"hey."
"oh..? hey. thought you were never going to call."

that's not too bad. and then there are those who say, "i'll call you back later" and never return your call. it makes me feel that "i'll call you later" is just an excuse not to talk to someone. it's irritating.

haix. wanted to shock the world with something but! decided some things are better left a secret.. hahah..

no don't ask me what it is ._. i won't tell you.

the memories
so dear

4:40 PM
a little something.*

thought i should share this.. it's simply beautiful. (take note arh guys, this is aimed at you!!)

Love the girl in your heart, not in your mind. If you base your relationship on feelings, it will fail for there are ups & downs in feelings. Girl sare there to be loved, not toyed around.

Love her for who she is. Don't even think about changing any bit about her. 6 billion people in this world & 6 billion different personalities. She's special & she will stay that way. You change any part of her, you'll change her forever.

Don't substitute her for anyone else, they are just unique in their own ways. Love whole-heartedly. She sacrificed a lot for you so you'd better really treasure her. She could have just got up & date a so much more dashing guy in town but she chose you instead all because of love. So love her guys, not play with her.

Don't just get the girl to beg you to stay or whatsoever. If you're with her, love her. Don't cause a strain in the relationship, you'll end up loving each other out of pity or charity, that's not respecting love at all. Respect love the way it is & everything will be the best it can be. I've been there & I know how it feels.

Don't expect perfection from her. She's the only one in the world & she's done the best she could.

Like another girl while you're in a relationship? Then I think it's time you remain single for a while. Don't go around breaking girls' hearts, it's the most tragic thing to do. Tell the truth, never hide anything from her. If you want her to tell you everything, do the same. Don't go calling other girls "honey" or "darling", how would it feel if your girl calls other guys the sameway? Be faithful, enough is enough. Socialise only when you're single. You socialise & flirt around is to get the girl of your dreams. Get it over when she's already yours, don't ask for more.

It never kills to be romantic. Think, be flexible. Getting that diamond ring isn't the only gift for her. Be realistic, she's human & she lives life just like you. Something sweet & simple always gets the job done. Money doesn't exist between couples, it's the love.

Never promise her that you'll love her forever because your forever might end the next day. Love her as if each day is the last. Sweet talks only apply for singles, not for attached guys. Do that & you'll really break your girl's heart. Isn't good being too well-known too, it'll give her a sense of insecurity. Remember, INSECURITY.

Promise her & make sure you never break it. Swear to her & make sure you keep it. Pledge your love to her & her alone. Loving her is giving her your heart to break it but trusting her not to. Instead, she'll cherish it & protect it. That's love. Give her your heart, your life, your everything. Lay down your life & prepare to die for her when the need arises. But stay strong & live through another day, she can never live without you.

Never, ever walk out of her life. She won't just cry her heart out & carry on living as per normal, she'd die. It's her heart that you've broken, how would you ever know how she feels? Winning a girl's heart isn't the final victory. Don't leave her once you've won her love. Love her all the way till the end of time, love her till marriage, love her till old age, love her till death. If you can love her till the end of time, you've earned the honor & respect for you've truly loved her.

She chose you because she believes that you can fulfil your promise. Win her heart & love her over. Remember, the girl isn't a trophy for display, she's someone to love, not to show off to your "friends". Stay humble yet proud that she's the one for you. Respect her for the way she is, never despise her & never mistreat her, never even think of toying with her...

it's just.. thought-provoking, right, guys?? hahah.. think about it.. while i also go and think about my own stuffz0rs..

sometimes, in life, we may not be meant to choose.. we just have to take what's given to us.. and continue with life the best we can.

the memories
so dear

12:50 PM
well.*

the disgusting-looking scab on my knee means i get to scare julian and get out of doing mass dance tomorrow. good. ahhahah.

band from 8am to 9pm, don't pity me, i'm gonna enjoy it. ogl camp from 9am to 5pm. hope both camps break for lunch at the same time, then can go makan with my bandmates.. ahahah.. yes yes well. can't help it, i really really love the band.. =) yes i'm band-crazy. so shoot me.

tuesday, again band from 8am to 9pm.. then staying overnight in school!! band camp is gonna be fun, i hope.. ahahah..

finally, after michelle gave it to me as my christmas present in early january, i have opened my nicely-packaged stefanie sun cd and am listening to it. haha well one reason why i didn't open it earlier was becuse it was packaged so well, i couldn't open the plastic wrpping. and when i got past that, the cd case wouldn't come out of the box. ._.

shh, some things are better kept as secrets. =)

la la la laaaaaa~ ahahahah. okayhh.

* s m i l e s ! ! *

the memories
so dear

Saturday, March 12, 2005
3:30 PM
phew*

finally done with the blogskin!! i must say it's quite satisfactory lol.. it is a pretty skin after all.

my knee is still aching. i dunno why, but it just looks gross can? haix. hope it can heal before school re-opens. bloody embarrassing to go walking around with a limp and a huge patch of dried blood on your knee.. haix. this teaches me to be more careful. oh well. i learnt something else over lunch.. that no matter what it is, if you're making your own lunch, stick to what you always use. i decided to try that korean instant mee thing and it was only after i took a sip of soup that i went running for a glass of cold water. hot, can? wah lao.. i've learnt not to trust korean products lol..

updated my friendster profile too.. now it looks so short because i lumped everything together like i always do.. hahah.

i know the scrolling words are really horribly spelt but they're cute that way. anyway, if you want a 'translation' of what's written, it's below.

i wish upon a star;
wanna be right where you are
you set my world on fire
baby i got a crush on you.
i wish upon a star;
can't you see how right we are
we should be together
baby i got a crush on you.

i used to turn around and walk away
never stopped to play
cause there was no attraction.

but in my heart you started to grow on me
kind of suddenly
so now i've changed direction

knowing it might seem strange
love came over me
feeling the luck has changed
do you want me, like i want you?

in dis cold world, where dreams are few
baby, i want you;
is it too much to ask for?

i'll take you tu places you've never been
if you just give in
so baby, it's now or never

me and you, you and me;
living a life in harmony
its magic, baby i've got a crush on you.

_____i love you_____

isn't it just so sweet.. haix.

okay la. a little more tweaking to be done, and then i'm off. tata.

the memories
so dear

11:35 AM
*

what do you want me to say?

my music just died on me, and there's no point keeping the blog looking the way it is. i'm thinking of changing but i can't find something that suits my mood. all the blogskins i've ever downloaded are in the old computer, which is sitting on my bedroom floor looking like some tasteful artwork on display. i.e. it's doing nothing. haix.

i did that brain test thing that samantha had put on her blog, and it confirms what i have thought all along: i have a more male than female brain. ohwell..

had band yesterday till about 8.30 pm.. an hour earlier than i expected. had lunch with julian, kiong wee, kwang lian and kenneth. they came up with some new nicknames for me and honestly, you don't wanna know. blah blah.. halfway during band when we had break i needed to get a drink, so simin, mag and i left by the back door.. and i decided to leave a bit of my knee on the stairs. it hurts like crazy basically just plastered some wet tissue over it and tied it down with my towel(luckily i had brought it!) i managed to keep julian and his iodine away from me until after dinner, which honestly isn't much of an achievement. unfortunately mag somehow managed to covince me to splash iodine on that leg wound(it's gonna leave a scar, it is) and i almost screamed had i not hit out at the tuba cases =x yup.. guess that's what i get for missing the last step. oh well.

i now have a pretty souvenier from tpjc. thank you! ._.

i'm not calling julian 'julian' anymore. i'm gonna call him 'juliet' just to annoy him.

now i know why people say i bully the guys. ahaha.

there's one thing i forgot to blog about, that's the 05s29 outing to sentosa!

i'd be lying if i said it wasn't fun.

woke up early and met the gang at farrer park mrt, where we went shopping for the essentials i.e. our lunch! after that we trooped down to harbour front to catch a bus. by the time we made the beach it was 12+.. went for a swim after trying(many times, i might add) to push alvin into the water. soon after we had something to eat, buried alvin, stripped alvin, chen ming and louis. yun hong took off his shirt on his own and zhi long had to take his off as punishment x) hahah.. bathed in the open-air bath, quite fun haha. after that took a bunch of photos, before setting off for dinner. originally wanted subway but yun hong wanted cafe cartel/pastamania. we ended up in pastamania, so don't blame me because i'm short of cash now!! *sniff*

by the way, i don't care what everyone else says, i'm boycotting the chalet. and you should too, if you know what's good for you.

gimme back my $6, you!!!!!

okay. i should do up my blogskin now. and plaster some medicing on my knee while i'm at it.

byebye. =)

the memories
so dear

Thursday, March 10, 2005
1:48 PM
*

wahahahahaha. guess what.

it's thursday. =)

yes, gp is in j210 again, yup yup. hahah.. well. it's quite cool, only about 14 of us in class.. fifteen, maybe.

life has been sucky. yesterday dr lee had a 20min standoff with a gal called kelly.. trombonist. kinda freaked the whole band out.. i know i was kinda freaked. sat for 20 whole minutes staring at terrence with terrence staring back at me. and then we sneaked out of the back door while dr lee had a conference with some teacher, the band committee and kelly. i think. hmm.

well.. i guess she was asking for it.. she was giving dr lee attitude lorhx.. haix.

a lot of things to think about. but know what? i shan't go think too much about it because when i think too much about it, i tend to do stupid thnigs.

monday dr lee had food poisoning. he smsed su jin while we were having lunch with julian. =)

tuesday had lunch with kiong wee. don't ask.

wednesday went late because of the second intake orientation group leaders briefing.. stupid people telling us all the wrong informations making us run around and probably pissing off reynolds in the process. the british guy. yeah.

i. wanna. change. my. blogskin.

byebye.

the memories
so dear

Saturday, March 05, 2005
10:39 AM
*

as we all know, monday was the release of results for the o levels. and monday was probably the most slack day of my jc life thus far. other than the fridays when we go play basketball after lessons, but then we finish at 11.30 so that doesn't count.

wahahahahahaha thirteen.

you can't blame me for being totally delirious. i won't let you =p hehee..

well. as you can see, i have achieved a thirteen for the o levels. it's nothing short of a miracle - i've never had an l1r5 less than 20 before. prelims doesn't count, i got nineteen only after moderation. so there. and imagine, the entire monday my class was just sort of planning how we expected to do for the results..

my projected results were:
eng: two. worst, three.
history: seven. worst, nine.
geog: five. worst, seven.
e math: one. worst, two.
a math: one. worst, two.
bio: five. worst, six.
combine sci: four. worst, five.
mep: five. worst, six.
chinese: five. can't change that haha.

so i was expecting, uh, around eighteen if everything went according to plan.. not like alvin, kept saying he'd get six, blah blah.. hahahah.

went back to school earlier because i wanted to see ms ee, who promptly told me i'd be happy with my mep results. and boy, was she right.

imagine the shock. wahahah.

my results:
eng: two. expected.
history: five. whee better than i expected.
geog: three. you gotta be kidding me.
e math: one. expected.
a math: one. again, expected. yay!
bio: three. thanks to peter who helped me with this, and guanyu for the textbook x)
combine sci: three. o_0
mep: three. =)
chinese: five. what more can i say.

happy happy happy. =)

spent the rest of monday afternoon with my juniors and with ms sia(unfortunately), who promptly quizzed me on
1) how i did for my o levels,
2) whether i was going to temasek jc, and
3) who the hell was the guy i liked in tjc.

oh, and she came up with a new nickname for me. and also blamed the rain on me. o_0

tuesday! i can't believe it. the rest of the world has two days off at least, and we still had to go back to school. i was supposed to go to the beach with john after lessons, because he couldn't go on saturday, but who knew he didn't even go to school that day ._. pang seh~ but twas fun in the end, we(as in 05s29) went to eat after lessons, then went kbox! fun fun fun but huizhen please cheer up ._. yes well. whee~

wednesday.. hmm let's see. oh stupid pw workshop!! i wanted to go watch the drama performance!!!!!! ;_; why did we have to have that workshop!! and honestly i didn't know what time we were going to finish, and dear julian smsed me to tell me 'you have have have to come for band later 'cause your pw workshop ends at 3.15. blegh~' riiight.

thursday, hmm. ah! to make up for tuesday, john suggested beach on thursday. he ended up crashing tjc, and then it rained. strike three. so what the heck. sat in yoshinoya for about two hours with huizhen, alvin, yun hong and zhi long. picture five teenagers just taking photos for two hours in a japanese eatery. right. =) lots of nice memories, and it's nice to take pictures of people, especially alvin haha. he looks best when he isn't looking at the camera. but then again, so do many people. ahhhhhh..

friday! went for band very very early because i didn't have a ball to play basketball with, boo. starting to miss mingsheng, manru and zan jun who haven't been coming to school. and chiah hui and hui ying. ._. went for lunch with julian, kiong wee and kenneth(lunch with my seniors on fridays is becoming my weekly highlight). devising ways to sabotage dr lee's drink, yes? next time just buy a whole lemon, the wet market's just there. hahah.. yes. band was fun. dr lee rewarded us by changing the competition piece two months before competition. well. i prefer armenian dances to alternuances, but i definitely prefer alternuances to gloriosa! but ahh, so much for the voting system, we're playing gloriosa. ._. okay fine i shall just learn to like that song. wanted to play basketball after band, but the way the clarinettists spent all their time celebrating hwa ee's birthday, by the time they were ready to play, it was too dark to see the ball. and next friday we're ending at nine some more.. yay. o_0 i'm gonna try and bring a basketball on wednesday, i wanna play ball~!

and argh my tagboard's down.

kwang liang walked into the band room after recieving his chinese results yesterday. prior to that i had already squeezed out from julian his chinese mark. anyway. when i asked him how he did, kwang liang just went, "sad, sad.." so julian said, "can't be worse than me.. come, let me see.." the look on julian's fact was just.. hilarious. kwang liang had a one, and here he was moaning about how sad he was because his oral got merit. ._. ahhahah.. julian stormed out of the band room with kwang liang's results in hand, not before showing it to vickie and kiong wee. the end result: a crumpled up piece of paper that is kwang liang's results for chinese.

ooh i love my seniors.

dr lee is fun too, though he can be a little scary. ._.

hmm, guess that's all.. gonna strike out last week's saturday entry, feel like such a fool. wasting my time is all i've been doing..

05s29 outing tomorrow!! wish everyone could come.. but then, it's just wishful thinking on my part.

i hope mingsheng, manru and zan jun will go. i haven't seen them in ages and class just doesn't seem right without mingsheng. it's too.. quiet.

haix. that's why this system is so screwed up. you take us away from each other. you put us together, then break us up.. where's the sense in that?

to those who are staying in tpjc: here's to many more happy memories!!

and to those who are leaving, whether forced or willingly.. you will be dearly missed.

*cries*

the memories
so dear