l 0 v e*]] is about seeing his faults
knowing his shortcomings
and yet
you know you can't live
w i t h o u t h i m..
*three simple words
*i love you.
*i hope you feel the same way too.
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you, and me.
since o8/10/o5
memoriesofyouandme=)
Friday, December 03, 2004
5:07 PM *
Talking to Xew and Michelle, I realise that I don't even know what I want. I don't know what I'm looking for, I don't know what I need. Should it matter that one says it's final and the other says it's temporary? Should it matter if you're just a player? Should any of the crazy questions filling my mind matter at all?
Spoke to Yana earlier.. Said some stuff that made me reflect on my own love life. Perhaps I am just clinging on to lost hope. Perhaps this really wasn't meant to be, not in this life, anyway. Life is full of choices.. I just don't want to make a wrong decision. If a guy doesn't like you, then why cling on?
I contradict myself, in my mind, over and over. I don't know what I want. Hell, I don't know what you want. Are you serious, or are you playing? You contradict what you say too.. I don't know what to believe. Maybe somewhere inside me, I want to believe, but I'm afraid to. I want to ask, but I dread the answer. I want to know, but I'm scared of the pain. I don't know why I feel this way.. I need to know how you feel. I need to know how I feel. I trust you, I really do, but I don't know if I'm.. Well.. Able to accept this.
I guess I need a little time.
Don't we all.
the memories
so dear
im waiting for the day.
nat` ;
09101988 ;
16 ;
tpjc band tuba ;
morphobia@hotmail.com ;
cosplayer ;
for you to tell me.
#1tuba
#2bball
#3soccer
#4band
#5piano
that you love me too.
#1new wallet
#2new phone[samsung sgh-e730/e720c]
#3good grades for promos
#4lose weight
#5him[found him]
escape from reality
dec 05 - eoy @ expo - rhode from dgray man - pending
dec 05 - photoshoot - rhode from dgray man
dec 05 - videoshoot - sara(vampires anonymous)
mar 06 - photoshoot - cocowet from erementer gerad
dec 06 - eoy @ ???? - cocowet from erementer gerad