l 0 v e*]] is about seeing his faults
knowing his shortcomings
and yet
you know you can't live
w i t h o u t h i m..
*three simple words
*i love you.
*i hope you feel the same way too.
-thanks for coming.
-please leave a tag to let me know you came.
-if y0u don't like what i write, scram.
+by the way, my tagboard is not for you to abuse!
+anything bad you wanna say, say it to my face. thanks.
you, and me.
since o8/10/o5
memoriesofyouandme=)
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
12:19 PM let go*
Tomorrow will be the last practice before concert. I don't know if I should bring my camera, and I don't know if I should ask people to take photos with me. After all, I don't really know them, not that well.
It's incredible.. The entire three weeks or so has just blown past so quickly. I hope to have a few memories, certainly. Everything might be over soon.
I'm scared.
The results of posting will be out on the day of the concert, in the morning. What if I don't make it? What if I'm not accepted into TJ? What then? It would leave me with bittersweet memories.. My one and only concert with the TJCSB. I don't want it to be this way.. I want to carry on, live my next two years as a member of TJ.. But there is that possibility of harsh reality turning out in a way i can scarcely imagine..
I'm terribly afraid. I'm so scared that everything I'm fighting for may just be another memory. A ghost of the past. A dream, even.. Sometimes, this doesn't feel real at all. It's like a dream, one that can disappear at a moment's notice..
Am I ready to face it? Am I willing to face it?
Also, another thing that I have been clinging on to, for so long.. I'm letting you go, because it hurts me so much to continue this way.
"If you truly love someone, let them go. If they don't return, then they were never yours."
I'm letting you go.
Because it hurts.
I wish you all the best in life and in love. If you even read this.. Well, I hope to hear from you soon, maybe. Thanks for being my friend, no matter how short a period of time.. And I will always remember.
Goodbye.
the memories
so dear
im waiting for the day.
nat` ;
09101988 ;
16 ;
tpjc band tuba ;
morphobia@hotmail.com ;
cosplayer ;
for you to tell me.
#1tuba
#2bball
#3soccer
#4band
#5piano
that you love me too.
#1new wallet
#2new phone[samsung sgh-e730/e720c]
#3good grades for promos
#4lose weight
#5him[found him]
escape from reality
dec 05 - eoy @ expo - rhode from dgray man - pending
dec 05 - photoshoot - rhode from dgray man
dec 05 - videoshoot - sara(vampires anonymous)
mar 06 - photoshoot - cocowet from erementer gerad
dec 06 - eoy @ ???? - cocowet from erementer gerad