l 0 v e*]] is about seeing his faults
knowing his shortcomings
and yet
you know you can't live
w i t h o u t h i m..
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since o8/10/o5
memoriesofyouandme=)
Thursday, December 30, 2004
8:47 AM *cough**
I'm still coughing!!!! =( And sneezing, but that's expected heheheh. Still daydreaming about my own tuba xD Ya like I have a 'my own tuba' like that. Teh little dreamer that is me. Hahahah.
Oh please please, please can I have my own tuba~! *puppydogeyes*
Wahahahahah.. Preferably if like that la. But if cannot then
Yamaha tuba also can xD
Someone said that yamaha tubas are better than besson.. I dunno la, as long as it's not rotting away(some yamaha tubas are just disgusting-looking okay) I guess yamaha's okay with me xD I mean.. The past month I've been using yamaha. Not the prettiest of instruments, considering all the dents(gasp) and stuff, but decent.. I'm not asking for like, state-of-the-art or whatever la. I don't even mind second hand la.. As long as it's in good condition.
Next year, it's either I get my own tuba or I learn a new instrument and get that instrument. Either way, I want an instrument.. I know the tuba's more expensive than either the clarinet or the oboe(oboe>clarinet), but it's what I really really want..
You know, for some reason, I've never wanted anything more. =\ Haha I'm attached to an inanimate object!! But then again.. When there's no one I can rely on, I've always found solace in playing the tuba.. Hahah.. If i'm angry, I can just play louder, if I'm happy I can play one of those cutecute melodies the other instruments are always playing(Mag doesn't like that, I know, I do it on purpose lol), and when I'm lonely my tuba's always very nice to hug! *hugs* No matter besson or yamaha.. Tubas are very nice to hug.. =) It's been a constant source of support for me, maybe because I can relate to it.. Strong, silent type(although I'm not very silent haha).. But also depends on situations. Like, if angry, there's loud pieces, strong notes, blah.. It can also be spooky(HAMLET!!!) xD And when it's quiet.. *grins* Who said the tuba cannot serenade people?? It's possible kay..
I absolutely love the tuba.. I suppose if I were playing another instrument, I would be just attached to it as I am to the tuba right now.. Hahah.. Okay but let's not continue obsessing about it.
Whee.. I really really wish I can have my own tuba..
Tuba. =)
Oh Nat. You're dreaming again.
the memories
so dear
im waiting for the day.
nat` ;
09101988 ;
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tpjc band tuba ;
morphobia@hotmail.com ;
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for you to tell me.
#1tuba
#2bball
#3soccer
#4band
#5piano
that you love me too.
#1new wallet
#2new phone[samsung sgh-e730/e720c]
#3good grades for promos
#4lose weight
#5him[found him]
escape from reality
dec 05 - eoy @ expo - rhode from dgray man - pending
dec 05 - photoshoot - rhode from dgray man
dec 05 - videoshoot - sara(vampires anonymous)
mar 06 - photoshoot - cocowet from erementer gerad
dec 06 - eoy @ ???? - cocowet from erementer gerad