l 0 v e*]] is about seeing his faults
knowing his shortcomings
and yet
you know you can't live
w i t h o u t h i m..
*three simple words
*i love you.
*i hope you feel the same way too.
-thanks for coming.
-please leave a tag to let me know you came.
-if y0u don't like what i write, scram.
+by the way, my tagboard is not for you to abuse!
+anything bad you wanna say, say it to my face. thanks.
you, and me.
since o8/10/o5
memoriesofyouandme=)
Monday, November 29, 2004
8:46 PM uh.*
Just emerged from the most messy conference call ever. Try having five people in the same conversation. All that Fang Xian's fault.. Haha.. Trying to get people to go for the VJ concert. Well.. I don't mind going lahh. Haha.. Was amusing. Kinda cool actually.. But sad that we're gonna be splitting up. It's been four years.. Gets hard to let go. Sometimes I wish we didn't have to part, didn't have to leave each other. Didn't have to change. Argh I love my section so much. =\ Haix.
This song, Melodies of Life. Such a sweet song, it induces tears and memories.. Cause right now, my life has no melody.. How ironic, because I play the tuba, a bass instrument.. Without a melody.. Am I destined to be this way? ..No, I refuse to accept that.. Even though people say, carve out your own future, you own destiny, I have to disagree somewhat.. Everything is preordained.. So, if I'm to be a lonely bassist all my life, so be it.. I shall live my life without a melody. But that doesn't mean I'll give up what I want to achieve.. What I want to have.. Not only what, but also who.. Yes. Without you, my life has no melody.
How awkward a song is without a melody! You are what makes the song of my life complete. It doesn't feel quite right without you.
See what I'm getting at?
Perhaps not, but I shan't say any more.. I shall let you figure this out by yourself.. If you even read this, that is. Sometimes I take for granted that what I write will be seen by you.. Until I remember that you don't care, not anymore, anyway.
So, am I just wasting my time? ...No, I don't believe so. I'm merely expressing what I want to say, in my own way.. And hoping that you'll see what I want to say to you.. Just some of the things I would never tell you face to face..
the memories
so dear
im waiting for the day.
nat` ;
09101988 ;
16 ;
tpjc band tuba ;
morphobia@hotmail.com ;
cosplayer ;
for you to tell me.
#1tuba
#2bball
#3soccer
#4band
#5piano
that you love me too.
#1new wallet
#2new phone[samsung sgh-e730/e720c]
#3good grades for promos
#4lose weight
#5him[found him]
escape from reality
dec 05 - eoy @ expo - rhode from dgray man - pending
dec 05 - photoshoot - rhode from dgray man
dec 05 - videoshoot - sara(vampires anonymous)
mar 06 - photoshoot - cocowet from erementer gerad
dec 06 - eoy @ ???? - cocowet from erementer gerad