l 0 v e*]] is about seeing his faults
knowing his shortcomings
and yet
you know you can't live
w i t h o u t h i m..
*three simple words
*i love you.
*i hope you feel the same way too.
-thanks for coming.
-please leave a tag to let me know you came.
-if y0u don't like what i write, scram.
+by the way, my tagboard is not for you to abuse!
+anything bad you wanna say, say it to my face. thanks.
you, and me.
since o8/10/o5
memoriesofyouandme=)
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
6:51 PM hi again.*
it's been a while.
i stand alone the crystal ball of the world in my hands. as i place it at my feet i'm afraid cos i'm alone. facing the world. so fragile.. so fragile. alone. the emptiness. the black void. i raise a hand to my face to wipe away my tears. and there.. that angel. spreading his wings, enveloping me. a silent promise.. that he will protect me. i.. i am no longer alone, no longer afraid. because i have my angel.
one month.. love you! ^^
the memories
so dear
Saturday, October 29, 2005
9:40 AM *
v.a. is so screwed these days i'm tempted to just throw my papers away and walk out of it completely.
no dedication.
you know something? i think i'll just write stuff that doesn't suit their characters at all, like someone suggested. wahahaha. watch them try to act that out.
actually i already have random scenes laid out in my mind.. i know how they're going to develop, what's going to happen and who's going to say what.. so maybe i should just start on those scenes and link them together later?
...by experience, that isn't going to work. not for me, anyhow.
quite pleased with the scene i just did, yesterday or two days ago i think. quite good so far.
when will i get down to writing the next scene..
....oh wait. what's the next scene anyway?!
^_^;
the memories
so dear
Friday, October 28, 2005
5:56 AM *
now can i have some peace? thanks.
the memories
so dear
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
5:37 AM *
you know something? screw it.
screw tpjc. screw all of you. seriously.
the memories
so dear
Thursday, October 13, 2005
11:42 PM dots*
go on. go ahead for all i effing care.
i'm tired of repeating myself, tired of answering all these questions when the most important person decides not to respond, tired of sifting through waves of spam, tired of people acting cute, tired of it all.
spam all you want. i'm not stopping you. just please know when and where to spam, can. we have a spam thread for you to spam all you want la. why spam there also?!
it's so eff-ed up can.
i'm tired of slogging it out for that project. i'm tired of trying so hard to get things done while everyone else thinks it's one effing joke. i'm tired of doing my best wile you all just romp around having fun.
i'm tired of pretending to be happy.
can? can just leave me to cry or something? please?!
just.. just leave me alone. no, seriously. just stop talking to me. then maybe i'll be able to hear myself think. thanks.
the memories
so dear
Monday, October 10, 2005
2:03 AM birthday*
well..
i had the most memorable birthday ever.
you made it all the more special.. ^^
thanks to everyone for the birthday wishes. it really means a lot to me. ^^ thank you one and all.. haha.
hmm.. it's been a wonderful end to my sixteen-year-old life, and a wonderful beginning to my seventeen-year-old life. so many things waiting to happen, i'm so glad that i've got you.
you're God's birthday present to me.. the dearest present of all.. ^^ i really thank Him for letting me meet you.. haha. =) i guess some things cannot be explained.. but somehow, you just know it's right.. it feels right.. yeah.
thanks for everything.. ilu~ <3
the memories
so dear
Saturday, October 08, 2005
9:27 PM lol. ^^*
even though we didn't really do anything special today, thanks for making this day such a memorable one.. ^^
today, ivan, vera and aries came over to my place to 'play' with make-up and hair.. ivan and aries came from jason's hostel after spending the night there. haha. ivan has hopes of getting a diploma in make-up(or was it hairdressing? i forget XD). so vera was his test subject for the day.
i told my brother that ivan was looking for another test subject, just to freak him out. hahaha!
we had lunch at my place(my mum cooked~ whee), then ivan did vera's hair and we left for miwitch's place, where we talked and slacked some more, watched dome dir en gray mtvs. i swear dir en gray is nuts. seriously. haha.. their mtvs are seriously disturbing. not for the faint-hearted.
after slacking at miwitch's, aries walked home(her house just down the street), vera went to kovan to meet derrick, and ivan sent me home. haha.
today is a happy day. happy happy happy. hahaha~
yup. post-exam life rocks.
tomorrow meeting vera and ivan, maybe jason and the rest to go to the japanese fair down at the cc.. i heard it's only the size of a basketball court though, so maybe we'll go out after. ^^
yay~ XD
ignore me. i'm just crazily overjoyed today. haha.
the memories
so dear
im waiting for the day.
nat` ;
09101988 ;
16 ;
tpjc band tuba ;
morphobia@hotmail.com ;
cosplayer ;
for you to tell me.
#1tuba
#2bball
#3soccer
#4band
#5piano
that you love me too.
#1new wallet
#2new phone[samsung sgh-e730/e720c]
#3good grades for promos
#4lose weight
#5him[found him]
escape from reality
dec 05 - eoy @ expo - rhode from dgray man - pending
dec 05 - photoshoot - rhode from dgray man
dec 05 - videoshoot - sara(vampires anonymous)
mar 06 - photoshoot - cocowet from erementer gerad
dec 06 - eoy @ ???? - cocowet from erementer gerad
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